Chapters (67)
- Cover
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART ONE
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- PART TWO
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- PART THREE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- PART FOUR
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- EPILOGUE
- Mailing list
- A Letter from Kathryn
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Kathryn Croft
Abby doesn’t want to admit this, but Sienna is right. Being married only this amount of time shouldn’t feel like so long.
‘It’s all so fresh and exciting in the early days, isn’t it?’ Sienna muses.
It doesn’t occur to Abby to wonder why Sienna is so interested in her marriage; she’s more concerned with changing the subject because the picture Sienna is painting is not Abby’s reality. ‘How about you and Greg?’ Abby’s met Greg a couple of times, and Sienna’s always talking about him, but she’s never thought to enquire about their relationship.
‘Greg and I have been together for five years. Married for four. I’m actually his second wife.’ She pauses. ‘From the look on your face I’m guessing I haven’t mentioned that before?’
She’s right that Abby is shocked. Not that it matters. ‘Oh, no, I don’t think you have.’
‘Yep, he was married before, and he has a thirteen-year-old son – Jackson. Who hates me, by the way.’
‘I’m sure he doesn’t,’ Abby says. It’s hard to imagine anyone disliking Sienna.
‘Well, he hardly says a word to me, yet with his dad he’s Mr Chatterbox.’ She shrugs. ‘I try, though, I really do.’ Then she looks at Abby and laughs. ‘Oh, I know exactly what you’re thinking right now. You think I’m the reason his marriage broke up?’
‘No, I—’
‘I’m just kidding. In all seriousness, though, that’s definitely not what happened. I would never have an affair with a married man. It goes against everything I believe in. I’m not judging anyone, but for me that’s a big no-no. I got together with Greg long after his wife left him.’
‘I wouldn’t judge you even if you had,’ Abby says, and she means every word of this.
‘That’s good to know, but it really isn’t something I’d do.’
‘Do you honestly think someone can say for sure they would never do something?’ Abby asks. Her question isn’t meant to antagonise Sienna – she would never do that – she’s interested only in her thoughts.
Sienna takes no offence. ‘You’re right. We can’t really know for sure what we’d do in any situation until we’re facing it, can we? That’s why I try not to judge people.’
In this moment it would be easy for Abby to open up to her, to lay herself bare and tell her everything that’s been eating away at her, but of course she doesn’t. Can’t. There is too much at stake, too much to protect. ‘Having high moral standards is important,’ she says. ‘What have we got without that?’