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  1. Cover
  2. By the same author
  3. SUZY SUZY
  4. Copyright
  5. Contents
  6. Glossary of Dialect Terms
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  89. About William Wall
  90. An Invitation from the Publisher

She didn’t talk to me the rest of the way home. We took a strange route idk it seemed to take twice as long. And that road brought us back past Ballyshane. By then Serena was asleep with her head on my shoulder.

What I saw passing Ballyshane was my father’s car stopped at a place where you could look at the house through the trees. I couldn’t see who was in it because we went past too quickly, but when I got home the car was gone. I went to bed. Sometimes in my bed, once everyone is asleep, I kinda start to think that everything is different to what I see. That it’s like the way light leaves a block of glass. In Physics you see how the light makes an angle θ with the inside surface of the glass block and a completely different angle out in the air. Like everything is going one way inside and whenever I get out into the air it’ll be going a different direction. Or like if I could walk out backwards I would be with my real family, the one I actually belong to, where we all love each other or something. And everyone would be normal. I was trying not to think about Serena and Hip Flask Guy, but about one o’clock she started texting me. The first thing she said was, OML we didn’t use anthing ☹. Serena has autocorrect turned off. I just replied: IKR night now. I did not sleep. It was a Saturday night. He didn’t have a condom with him and she didn’t have one. Anyway he said it felt better without. He was in love with her after the time he danced her. They danced, they went upstairs idk. How does it happen? How do you get started? I could have texted Serena and she def would have told me that night. But I knew I didn’t want to find out from Serena. There was too much wrong with her. There was more wrong with her than there was with me.

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