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But my brother goes out every morning just after me and he gets home usually late. And I don’t know what he does all day because he doesn’t seem to go to lectures.
My mam loves my brother because he was the first.
Or because he is a boy idk.
She never even looks at me unless she has to. I’m invisible.
Or I’m not invisible enough.
One day Holly and me were walking on Inch strand. The tide was low and the sand was like a war zone, seaweed everywhere. There were birds idk maybe oystercatchers even though there’s no oysters that anybody ever noticed. And there was no one else there. And I said to Holly, I’m so unhappy, Holly.
I never said that to anyone before. But Holly understood. She caught my hand and we just walked around the strand like that, holding hands, and it was like the most perfect moment of my life ever.