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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Additionally, the dates of his stress-related hospitalization differ slightly in my book, as his actual admittance was February 20, 1943, and his discharge June 2. Without specifics to draw from, my depiction of the inciting incident was solely my estimation. During his time at Woodside Officers’ Hospital, aside from starting to compile a chronology of his MI9 gadgetry—presumably for the autobiographies he eventually published—he expressed in a letter feeling “broken spirited” and “confined in this prison” to Norman Watson at John Waddington Ltd. Sadly, I surmise the missive wasn’t a facade to continue his duties behind the scenes, yet in light of his obsession with his war work and his alleged (if denied) application later to serve the SOE, I like to think he’d have gladly persisted if given the opportunity and the right partner. The codes used for maps, incidentally, did include one referred to as “Dutch girl,” which for me was just too fitting not to include.

When needed for narrative drive, I admit to entirely ignoring lunar cycles and giving myself wiggle room on nighttime visibility—because, yes, blackouts can be very, very dark. Also, I took liberties with Utrecht’s tram access and routes and occasionally condensed timelines for pacing, most notably in the grim fallout at Bethnal Green station, as well as with Fenna’s insertion and night-drop training. Granted, to be fair about the latter, I’ve had the great pleasure of listening to enough anecdotes from World War II veterans through the years to know that despite what was standard, there were always remarkable and necessary exceptions. It was wartime, after all.

In other areas of the novel, Houdini’s Big Little Book of Magic (minus “& Stunts”) indeed exists, though it focuses on close-up magic, not escalating to the showier tricks and escapes featured in his other books. As for words of note: I often referenced the Netherlands by the more period-colloquial (versus technically geographical) name of “Holland”; since Engelandvaarders doesn’t have an exact translation in English, I chose “England paddlers,” though it is often defined as England farers or sailors; and while cemetery more accurately applies to the setting of the gadget bunker, I used graveyard interchangeably due to Hutton’s consistent use of the descriptor. Plus, let’s be honest—it’s a cooler, creepier word.