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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Furthermore, Fenna’s night drop near Voorthuizen has been fictionalized, though not its location as a drop zone nor its typical sabotage during that period. The Abwehr, or German military intelligence, successfully used captured Allied radio operators and their codes to infiltrate and communicate with the SOE. In the counterintelligence operation Englandspiel, German for England game, this led to the entrapment and execution of nearly all the agents sent to the Netherlands. Similarly, Arie’s mission, while fictionalized, was based on failed efforts at the time to unite various Dutch underground groups that worked largely independent of each other. Serving as additional inspiration was the formation of the Binnenlandse Strijdkrachten, which united three major Dutch Resistance groups in 1944. While “Bogart’s” specific organization is never confirmed in the story, I imagined his role to be part of a precursor to the Bureau of Special Assignments, the Dutch secret service established in London, which worked closely with the SOE to support Allied Resistance efforts.

I should also point out that the daylight bombing run on March 31, 1943, was based on recollections in a Dutch memoir, but I can only guess that the planes were visible in Utrecht, and to prevent confusion, at times I simplified German and Dutch military specifics, such as referencing Ziegler’s rank strictly with the SS over that of the Gestapo. (Besides, Kriminalrat somehow doesn’t sound quite as intimidating.) Speaking of which, although Ziegler is a made-up villain, his twisted sense of game playing derives from various historical accounts, same for a jail breakout to free Resistance members through bribes and donning police uniforms, much like with Arie’s janitor disguise.

Many more incredible experiences are documented in the series The Dutch in Wartime, Survivors Remember, edited by Tom Bijvoet and Anne van Arragon Hutten. Without question, Tony Stroeve’s “How We Escaped to England,” in the volume Resisting Nazi Occupation, particularly helped inform Fenna’s crossing of the North Sea, even aligning almost eerily with her timeline. Of the approximately 1,700 Engelandvaarders who successfully fled the Netherlands, some even made the harrowing voyage in canoes and kayaks. The fact that more than a hundred Dutch escapers then returned as secret agents—roughly half of whom were soon captured—represents a level of courage hard to fully comprehend.

In closing, I’d be remiss not to add a delightful note regarding Fenna’s surname. When selecting it, I loved that due to its translation, Vos is a frequent nickname for someone deemed crafty as a fox. What I didn’t discover until many months later was that despite the fox’s reputation for being a solitary creature, the vixen will go to great lengths to protect her pups. An article about one such mother who kept her ensnared pup alive by bringing it food every day for two weeks, risking her own life and freedom, only confirmed that, for Fenna, I couldn’t have chosen a better name.