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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

A week before Poppy’s departure, those same parents had first visited the orphanage and chatted pleasantly with Ingrid, a thirteen-year-old with a long single braid, light freckles, and a deceptive dose of charm. Whether or not the couple had returned specifically for her remained unknown. The fact she didn’t leave with them was attributed to my calculated, devious string trick—and therefore me.

“Just you wait, ya dopey Dutch,” she seethed into my ear the morning after Poppy left. During math lesson, we were in line for the blackboard. “You’re gonna be sorry you ever came here.”

I was tempted to say, Aren’t we all? But I kept the retort to myself, thinking restraint would help, that if I didn’t fight back, she’d quickly lose interest.

I was wrong.

Chapter 16

The one-sided war soon escalated.

Ingrid’s glares and snickers were quickly accompanied by stealth shoves and jutting feet to make me stumble. And though it was an “anonymous” tip that led to the quashing of my magic show, I could speculate the source.

Then came the breakfast incident. After she sabotaged her own porridge with heaps of salt and reported me as the culprit, the dining-hall supervisor accepted the word of “darling Ingrid” over my protests as the new girl. Hair plastered in a bun, the woman stabbed her thick finger in the air. “Any urchin on the street would be grateful for the hot meal you saw fit to waste. You’d be wise not to forget that.”

To suggest I ever could was ludicrous.

But pressed to apologize, I conceded, simply to move on from a battle I wasn’t going to win, unaware my punishment would be to eat the entire bowlful myself. Forcing down each salt-laden bite was repulsive in every way, yet the humiliation from what followed was worse.

On the most recent sheet-changing day, during class hours, a housekeeper replaced my linens with parchment paper when she discovered I’d wet my cot—only I hadn’t. I tried to say as much, but a room supervisor brushed away my assertions.

“I understand this can be embarrassing,” the woman said. “We just need to be more diligent about going tinkle before bedtime.”

We, she said, referring to twelve-year-old me.

I was convinced it had been a mix-up until recalling Ingrid’s remark in passing, spoken before she could have possibly known: Uh-oh, I hear somebody’s had an accident. And I realized with unrivaled disgust: as with the porridge, this was all her doing.

Hunting her down, I found the weasel in her room putting on her boots and implored her to stop.

“Stop what?” She smirked.

I had no proof. At least not in my favor.