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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I must admit, everything about this meeting seems straight out of the silent films I grew up watching, all the spy and detective adventures that provided escape from the clutches of my tragedies.

But then, I can think of nothing more tragic than war. It’s a veritable reason to steer clear of such turmoil. Sure, plenty of entertainers do their bit, through USO shows and propaganda reels. Yet by that reasoning, it could be said I already contribute by boosting morale on the home front, performing to American troops on their breaks from training. What’s more, the suggestion of my jaunting off to Europe, plumb into the thick of things, is altogether ludicrous.

Just now, another groan of thunder sends a timely message: When a hurricane makes landfall, who in their right mind races toward the storm?

“Mr. Hutton, it’s a fascinating opportunity, and I’m terribly honored. But I already have a good many obligations. By this time tomorrow, Monsieur Bouchard and I will be on a train headed for our next series of performances.”

The fellow’s brows dip, forming a pleat between them. It’s a look of perplexity that quickly gains a layer of abashed reluctance. “I hope you’ll forgive the intrusion. Backstage at the theater, I happened to overhear a discussion. It left me with a strong impression that you might…be in want of a fresh pursuit.”

The reference takes me a moment to dissect. He must have been among the admirers waiting in the hall and caught my quarrel with Charles. Another way he learned of my role behind the curtain.

My crossed arms tighten. Even if at no fault of his, I prefer my private affairs to stay private. “Charles and I have a long-standing partnership. These sorts of professional squabbles are minor and meaningless.” This much is a lie; I taste its bitterness even as the words tumble out. “Therefore, I will have to pass on your offer, generous as it is.”

He opens his mouth, clearly to persist, but refrains. “I am very sorry to hear that.” The pattering of shallow puddles fills the silence. “Well. It was a pleasure nonetheless.”

This time, I accept his handshake, genial if brief. While he replaces his glasses, I proceed to leave.

“Miss Vos.”

I twist back only partially.

“Should you change your mind, I shall be at the Waldorf Astoria until my evening flight tomorrow. If you so desire, I would be obliged to save you a seat.”

Before I can decline, fixed in my stance, he starts away and fades into the darkness.

Chapter 6

Though muffled, the noise upstairs is utterly maddening.