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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

After Hitler invaded the Netherlands following the Rotterdam Blitz, even Queen Wilhelmina found it necessary to retreat to London with her government-in-exile. On Radio Oranje, a BBC program named for her monarchy, she broadcasts messages to her citizens who tune in secretly on their radios. She can do little more than offer encouragement as the enemy clamps down, the effect of a clear miscalculation.

Not illogically, the Nazis initially figured that as the Germans’ Aryan “cousins,” most Dutch would be lured willingly into the Reich, but those hopes are withering. Just recently, the slaying of a Nazi collaborator, a high-ranking Dutch official, triggered a succession of German reprisals. Reported among them was the summary execution of fifty imprisoned Allied operatives and raids to seek out more. To prevent meeting a similar fate, Arie needs to make it out of there and soon.

Were our roles reversed, no doubt he’d dive straight in to help—but how?

I skim through our past, times we inherently worked hand in hand. Inspired by that very first film, we performed at the local junkyard for a pocketful of pennies. We played our parts and commanded attention. We made things vanish, then reappear.

Suddenly I see that the goal, of pulling off the seemingly impossible, remains the same.

And so, then, is my solution.

Chapter 44

Entering the hospital room, I’m relieved to find Hutton alone. Rumored to be fit any day for discharge, he’s at the window in a robe belted over his pajamas, studying the near-cloudless sky while puffing on a cigarette. I’ve grown as accustomed to smoke from his Pall Malls as to the scent of disinfectant here and barely detect either.

The second I close the door, I launch in without preamble. “I’m in need of your help, Clutty. It’s an urgent personal matter.”

He turns, peering through his glasses.

Before I can come to my senses, I expound while moving toward him. “The issue pertains to a dear friend in U.S. intelligence. This morning, you see, I was questioned regarding suspicions over—”

“Your lieutenant friend.”

This halts me, despite having considered the possibility of Hutton’s awareness. “They spoke with you. About me.”

“Quite so.”

“And…you told them…”

“That I would entrust you with my life, as I believe that has already proven a fine bet.”

I ease with an exhale. “Thank you for that.”

He waves the sentiment away, shifting on his slippered feet. “Now then. This chum of yours, I reckon you view his guilt as…unlikely.” There’s skepticism in Hutton’s voice.

“Not just unlikely. He’s absolutely incapable of what they’re suggesting.” Pointedly I add, “And I know this because I’ve entrusted him with my life. Far more than once.”

At Hutton’s pondering, no doubt wrangling with the accounts he’s been told, I recall the rationales I assembled on the bus ride over.