Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
After Hitler invaded the Netherlands following the Rotterdam Blitz, even Queen Wilhelmina found it necessary to retreat to London with her government-in-exile. On Radio Oranje, a BBC program named for her monarchy, she broadcasts messages to her citizens who tune in secretly on their radios. She can do little more than offer encouragement as the enemy clamps down, the effect of a clear miscalculation.
Not illogically, the Nazis initially figured that as the Germans’ Aryan “cousins,” most Dutch would be lured willingly into the Reich, but those hopes are withering. Just recently, the slaying of a Nazi collaborator, a high-ranking Dutch official, triggered a succession of German reprisals. Reported among them was the summary execution of fifty imprisoned Allied operatives and raids to seek out more. To prevent meeting a similar fate, Arie needs to make it out of there and soon.
Were our roles reversed, no doubt he’d dive straight in to help—but how?
I skim through our past, times we inherently worked hand in hand. Inspired by that very first film, we performed at the local junkyard for a pocketful of pennies. We played our parts and commanded attention. We made things vanish, then reappear.
Suddenly I see that the goal, of pulling off the seemingly impossible, remains the same.
And so, then, is my solution.
Chapter 44
Entering the hospital room, I’m relieved to find Hutton alone. Rumored to be fit any day for discharge, he’s at the window in a robe belted over his pajamas, studying the near-cloudless sky while puffing on a cigarette. I’ve grown as accustomed to smoke from his Pall Malls as to the scent of disinfectant here and barely detect either.
The second I close the door, I launch in without preamble. “I’m in need of your help, Clutty. It’s an urgent personal matter.”
He turns, peering through his glasses.
Before I can come to my senses, I expound while moving toward him. “The issue pertains to a dear friend in U.S. intelligence. This morning, you see, I was questioned regarding suspicions over—”
“Your lieutenant friend.”
This halts me, despite having considered the possibility of Hutton’s awareness. “They spoke with you. About me.”
“Quite so.”
“And…you told them…”
“That I would entrust you with my life, as I believe that has already proven a fine bet.”
I ease with an exhale. “Thank you for that.”
He waves the sentiment away, shifting on his slippered feet. “Now then. This chum of yours, I reckon you view his guilt as…unlikely.” There’s skepticism in Hutton’s voice.
“Not just unlikely. He’s absolutely incapable of what they’re suggesting.” Pointedly I add, “And I know this because I’ve entrusted him with my life. Far more than once.”
At Hutton’s pondering, no doubt wrangling with the accounts he’s been told, I recall the rationales I assembled on the bus ride over.