Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
He tells me, “Go back to the closest stop and catch the tram. I’ll join you on the next stop.”
In the same manner as we came, we’ll travel together but apart.
I nod, welcoming the chance to flee what had become a partially walled-in trap, and hurry off without another word.
Only when I climb aboard alone does it dawn on me that neither of us said goodbye.
***
As if but strangers, we sit on opposite ends of the transport. No interaction. No eye contact. Nothing to connect us.
The tram jostles and rattles down streets. Passengers get on and off, obscuring Arie from my periphery. When at last we approach his block, I grip my hands on my lap. Folks shuffle off, others on. Then the tram lurches forward, and I sneak a glance at Arie’s seat. Another man has taken his place.
An ache sets in, a recurring throb. I refrain from looking out the window for reasons beyond caution.
The tram continues on its tracks.
From pondering what’s to come, the dangers awaiting tomorrow, it takes me a moment to register the sound.
A blaring wail.
An air raid.
How can that be? It’s daylight yet. Is it only a drill? Even if real, the alert is meant to give plenty of warning. But passengers are craning their necks out the windows, searching the skies.
The tram shudders to a halt, and I notice a hum woven into the rise and fall of the siren. I jump up and join the crowd pouring into the street. Amid the confusion, I trace the path of fingers pointing upward.
Dots. So many. Hundreds. A thousand. Sunlight reflects off what appear to be bare-aluminum bodies, suggesting American bombers. In their wakes, streaks of white vapor plow the blue sky as the buzzing grows.
Headed west, they’ll drop their payloads on Hitler’s factories. But not here. Here we’re safe.
This is what I tell myself a split second before the scream. A woman gestures frantically to a bomber broken from the swarm, descending in a steep dive as if on a mission. Objects are falling from its underbelly, plunging toward the earth.
Bombs. Targeting the city. Civilians.
A man yells to take cover as a distant explosion reverberates. Smoke billows on the horizon, and panic sweeps through me.
The crowd is scattering. I need to find the closest shelter. But where?
Anti-aircraft guns are firing, the buzz surging. The planes and their contrails are blotting out the sun.
Through the commotion, someone grabs my hand, and I turn.
Arie.
“Come with me,” he says, and so without thinking, I do.