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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

He tells me, “Go back to the closest stop and catch the tram. I’ll join you on the next stop.”

In the same manner as we came, we’ll travel together but apart.

I nod, welcoming the chance to flee what had become a partially walled-in trap, and hurry off without another word.

Only when I climb aboard alone does it dawn on me that neither of us said goodbye.

***

As if but strangers, we sit on opposite ends of the transport. No interaction. No eye contact. Nothing to connect us.

The tram jostles and rattles down streets. Passengers get on and off, obscuring Arie from my periphery. When at last we approach his block, I grip my hands on my lap. Folks shuffle off, others on. Then the tram lurches forward, and I sneak a glance at Arie’s seat. Another man has taken his place.

An ache sets in, a recurring throb. I refrain from looking out the window for reasons beyond caution.

The tram continues on its tracks.

From pondering what’s to come, the dangers awaiting tomorrow, it takes me a moment to register the sound.

A blaring wail.

An air raid.

How can that be? It’s daylight yet. Is it only a drill? Even if real, the alert is meant to give plenty of warning. But passengers are craning their necks out the windows, searching the skies.

The tram shudders to a halt, and I notice a hum woven into the rise and fall of the siren. I jump up and join the crowd pouring into the street. Amid the confusion, I trace the path of fingers pointing upward.

Dots. So many. Hundreds. A thousand. Sunlight reflects off what appear to be bare-aluminum bodies, suggesting American bombers. In their wakes, streaks of white vapor plow the blue sky as the buzzing grows.

Headed west, they’ll drop their payloads on Hitler’s factories. But not here. Here we’re safe.

This is what I tell myself a split second before the scream. A woman gestures frantically to a bomber broken from the swarm, descending in a steep dive as if on a mission. Objects are falling from its underbelly, plunging toward the earth.

Bombs. Targeting the city. Civilians.

A man yells to take cover as a distant explosion reverberates. Smoke billows on the horizon, and panic sweeps through me.

The crowd is scattering. I need to find the closest shelter. But where?

Anti-aircraft guns are firing, the buzz surging. The planes and their contrails are blotting out the sun.

Through the commotion, someone grabs my hand, and I turn.

Arie.

“Come with me,” he says, and so without thinking, I do.

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