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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I want so much to believe Lenora misheard. Yet she’s fiercely convinced she didn’t, and the potential risks from discounting her claims are a thousand times greater than accepting them as truth.

On our return bus ride, having skipped out on the picture show, I’m festering with anger—at Bogart and Crockatt and whoever else chose to twist my role so deceitfully. Repulsively. Was this the only reason they’d accepted my proposal? At the very least, I deserve an explanation of what firmed their misguided conclusion.

But I can’t worry about that now. I have to stay clearheaded enough to make my own plan. Because whatever they think Arie’s done, based on the details they shared or more, he needs a chance to present the truth. The pure truth, not filtered and distorted through another’s mouth out of ignorance or idiocy. Or malice.

“What will you do?” Lenora is finally able to ask once we disembark in Beaconsfield, no longer hindered by the presence of passengers. In the bus’s wake, petrol fumes pervade the afternoon air as I scrounge for an answer.

“Quite honestly? I haven’t a clue yet.”

She’s quick to reply. “You’ll figure something out. You will.”

While I’ve sworn to keep her disclosure in confidence, the possibility that she’s jeopardized her career isn’t lost on me.

“Thank you, Lenora. For telling me.”

She offers a heartfelt look. “Godspeed, Fenna.”

As we go our separate ways, I think back to my old standby lesson—how I need only belief, imagination, and perseverance to solve any given problem.

Now more than ever, I hope that holds true.

Chapter 48

The place was designed by an illusionist.

That’s according to the serviceman who chauffeured me here, and a tenable theory. Shielded by trees, north of London—Tempsford, I gather—the moonlit airfield with its crisscrossing runways masquerades as an expansive farm. Fleets of aircraft are tucked away somewhere in the darkness. Clusters of remarkably disguised buildings give no indication of the equipment and munitions surely stocked to the rafters. The farmhouse too is well utilized, hosting preflight receptions, like the one I completed upon arriving.

On a sofa chair in the sitting room a smidge past ten, I now wait alone. Beyond the blacked-out window, a buzzing noise grows. I envision a Lysander charging along a runway and up, up into the blackened sky.

Just as my own plane shortly will be…