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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Heart racing, I spin to face him. He’s a mere few yards away, but his cobalt-blue eyes are raised toward the street. Thrown off, I trace his focus. A man in the gray uniform of an officer stands above us, turned away from the canal.

I brace for my stalker to holler up to him. Instead, his voice drops to an urgent hush as he moves in. “If you want to live, play along now.” His sudden English with a Dutch accent stuns me. All at once, his hand is on my hip, his other cradling my cheek, and he bends to nuzzle the side of my neck.

“Go along,” he whispers, “if you wish to hear of Frans.”

I’m jolted as much by Arie’s field name as by intimacy with this stranger. But with the officer rotating in our direction, I close my lids halfway and let my satchel slide to the ground. Applying a breathless smile, I run my fingers along the back of the man’s neck, over the soft blond stubble above his collar. We carry on this way for a full half minute, the seconds ticking in my head, and I glimpse the officer observing us. His toothbrush mustache, mirroring Hitler’s, sets my stomach to curl. I throw him an intentional peek, and he looks away discomfited, a markedly relatable feeling.

“Is he there still?” The question is warm on my neck. I go to whisper yes, but then a stylish woman appears at the officer’s side. Arm in arm, they saunter off together and out of sight.

“He’s gone.”

My forged companion—evidently, my actual contact—glances up and sighs. “Goed.”

I let go and step back, feeling flushed.

After straightening his cap, he says quietly, “Come, then, for us to speak.” He offers his elbow to continue our charade as a couple.

I hesitate, my mind and senses whirling.

“You wish to stay alone?” Not a true question, a dare. His smugness pulls me back to myself. Sure, his quick thinking helped, but I’m entirely capable of making my own way, learning and adjusting regardless of the dangers.

Except that isn’t why I’m here.

With a deadline looming, I clutch my bag and accept the crook of his arm.

Chapter 54

Through the city’s hustle and bustle, we wind down one street after another until arriving at an alley. A quarter of the way in, my mystery guide stops at a cockeyed, weather-beaten door. By the handle, he hefts it open and peeks inside what appears to be an empty storage building. A sweep of his hand invites my entry.

At my deliberating, his lips slant at a wry angle.

“If I were a mof, you would not be here.”