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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

A stroke of luck, giving me reason to press on. “In that case, I’d…really appreciate your insight.”

“About?”

“I guess, if there’s something unseemly I should be aware of, with his work. Or his character. Anything about him really.”

Another quiet spell. Though now I envision Arie pondering, in spite of his puzzlement. “The man’s pretty eccentric but resourceful. An inventor,” he says and tacks on, “back in civilian life, if I remember right.”

An inventor? Interesting.

“Why do you ask?”

I have to scrounge for an answer, the topic being secondary. Wishing I could simply listen to Arie speak, I recall how his voice and stories would lull me through the gloom of sleepless nights.

“The fellow approached me tonight after the show. It made me jumpy at first, to be frank, what with him following me home. But then we started talking, and he mentioned his admiration of Houdini.” Arie would obviously recognize the pertinence. “He also knew quite a lot about my show partner—the challenges we’ve been having, I mean. Not that you need to hear any of that.”

Gracious, listen to me spouting off. I ought to get to the point.

“Look,” Arie cuts in, “that’s all I can tell you. The rest is none of my concern. Not anymore.” The shift in his voice startles me, the ire in it.

Heavens to Betsy, he thinks I want courtship advice. I could laugh over the misunderstanding, almost. “Please. Arie, if you’ll just listen.”

“Goodbye, Fenna.” The words carry such finality that I fail to reply. Then the line goes dead.

A jolt of panic shoots through me. Mortified, I reach for the base of the phone. I need to summon the operator, to call again, to explain—

For what?

It’s over.

He’s gone.

Once more, reality closes in, a merciless fist. Tears at last break free and roll hot down my face. From the portrait on the wall, the figure isn’t just peering but gloating.

It was a mistake to go backward. Moving forward is the way I’ve survived, eluding traps of all kinds, charging toward the unknown.

In light of this truth, I recall my options for the road ahead.

And I see that, really, there’s no choice to make.

Chapter 7

“Lady, ya gettin’ out or not?” The cabbie addresses me from the driver’s seat without looking over his shoulder. He reeks of pickles and pipe tobacco and wears a flat cap low over his pockmarked face.

The prospect of a return ride with this man is actually more daunting than my impending mission. I hand off change from my pocketbook, and in my hastily donned wraparound dress, having skipped the bath altogether, I step out onto the sidewalk. Compared to the gals funneling past me into the Tin Kettle, dolled up with their sweetheart necklines and hair in perfect victory rolls, I resemble a matted stray.