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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

There’s no suggestion of falseness in his voice nor his face. Though flailing inside, I summon a semblance of defiance. “Then I’ll simply spend the rest of the war in my room. And we’ll see how helpful your government finds that.”

“Or,” he says, “I could put in a persuasive word to aid your case.”

I wait, as I sense there’s more.

“In exchange for a small favor.”

I straighten. Only for the prospect of escaping this island do I ask, “What is it you want?”

“My briefcase. I left it behind unwittingly, just a short hop from headquarters.”

When he requests nothing else, I peer at him, dubious. “If that’s all you want, why not just send for it?” Then I recall its contents, the ominous memo about the “Dutch girl,” the many other documents I haven’t viewed.

“Well, you see. The errand is confidential in nature due to its rather…unorthodox destination.”

Before he can finish, my memory of such a place creeps back, one linked to Hutton in the most cryptic of ways. And already I know, even if to my detriment, I won’t bring myself to decline.

Chapter 37

The Tube calamity has decidedly reinforced my aversion to graveyards. Nevertheless, I find myself retreading a winding path from Wilton Park, headed for a cemetery. At least this time it’s by daylight, being roughly half past ten. A break in the rain allows for an easier trek over slightly muddied ground.

As I follow the familiar hedges that straggle along a field, a muffled rumbling halts me. My heartbeat skitters as I look and listen, until I recognize an RAF Spitfire flying between clouds. I blow out a breath, reminded of my goal to leave this life behind.

In a rectangular patch of land a couple acres in size, I warily pass the smattering of tombstones. Their aged inscriptions and surrounding weeds suggest a disused place of rest, not lessening its eeriness. I continue briskly to reach the meadow in which Hutton disappeared, and now I know exactly where.

A dozen yards from the last set of gravestones stands the same huge oak tree I recall. Its abundant spread of branches provides a strategic cover that beckoned first Hutton and now me to its base. There, purposefully facing the cemetery and disguised as a burial-vault entrance, await stone steps that descend to a door. Camouflaged by turf at ground level, the structure’s roof blends impressively with nature.

I try the handle and confirm what Hutton suspected: that based on the last of his recollections from several nights ago, he’d managed to lock the door before walking toward headquarters. Along the way, he apparently found himself out of sorts, his path unrecognizable. Guards found him near the mansion, pacing and carrying on.