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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Glad for the handoff, I nodded, but then he shut the door between us.

Intermittently their voices swooped up and down. I could discern only snippets. My legs regained a tremble, making it difficult to keep still.

Would she call the police? The orphanage? The Children’s Aid Society?

My future again lay in someone else’s hands, dictated by the whim of a virtual stranger. Loathing that fact, I swore to myself in that moment:

One day, I alone would be the one in control.

***

Later, Arie recounted highlights of their discussion, beginning with his mother’s inclination to report me.

I couldn’t blame her, sincerely. Immigrants above all people had an aversion to trouble; living between worlds, you survived through hard, honest work and keeping your head down. If nothing else, the strike had shown me that.

So he’d appealed to her faith. He drew comparisons to the innkeepers who shunned Mary and Joseph, and he stressed how the right parents’ guidance would ensure my virtuous path.

I suspected that last point entailed saving me from the waywardness of Catholicism, though Arie never told me this explicitly. Rather he veered to his more practical assertions, such as the foolishness of wasting a spare bed. Specifically, his sister’s—as a few weeks prior, defying her parents’ objections, Thea had run off to elope with a beau from Wisconsin, thereby banning her name in the house. At least when his parents were around, he said.

In short, Arie was persuasive enough for his mother to march off to the auto factory, where she’d confer with her husband during his midmorning break. When she returned, in exchange for my vow to not cause any problems, I had the assurance of a place in their home and a seat at their table—and, from Arie, a friendship that once more I believed would never end.

Chapter 20

Several weeks trudged by before my fear of being recaptured diminished and the sight of a police officer, or anyone even slightly resembling Mrs. Atwood, wouldn’t incite a swell of angst.

It was a foolish thing, logically. As if the director would plead tirelessly for the return of a violent, bed-wetting, chalk-thieving, porridge-sabotaging delinquent.

Even if she’d sent out a cursory alert, the cops would be busy with more pressing issues. A continued rise in unemployment meant more folks out on the streets, living in shantytowns dubbed “Hoovervilles.” Even in Amesboro, there were gentlemen with signs around their necks, begging for work or spare change. Others wandered about like shell-shocked infantrymen, stupefied by all they had lost.