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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I managed an appreciative look, masking my newfound hatred of porridge. Salted or sweet, it was a meal I would never ingest again.

Once she’d left the room, I sneaked to the toilet down the hall and disposed of the god-awful glob. I was hurrying back when a sight sparked a memory, tempering my pace.

Piled in a wheeled cart were beige canvas bags. They were stuffed with dirty sheets for tomorrow’s weekly pickup, all to be laundered and returned three days later to swap with our second sets. The mayor, adhering to a campaign promise—cemented by a photo session at the orphanage—had secured the complimentary service. With it came not only the carts but also the rope-tied sacks, which in that moment reminded me quite a lot of a mailbag…the kind Houdini used for escapes…

Alone in the hall, I tilted a sack in the heap, assessing.

The bag could plainly accommodate my size. Though serving as an enclosure, it was relatively flimsy and, if positioned sideways, could remain wide open, allowing plenty of air and light while being transported.

On several past Tuesdays, just after six in the morning, a rumbling engine had drawn me to the window above my cot. I’d peered down at the alley, where the driver dropped a ramp off the rear of his delivery truck and retrieved the laundry from the kitchen. It was an efficient system, not loading and unloading each individual bag, only the carts. Ones that were taken miles from this place.

The scheme was almost too simple to work. In fact, as I pondered it throughout the day’s school lessons, that very worry pestered me—notably without any distracting taunts from Ingrid.

The girl remained stoic. Given the purple bruise on her cheek, chances were high she was plotting retaliation. To ensure I wouldn’t be around to find out, I conjured Houdini’s mentality by exploring every potential method for escape.

Word had it park outings were in store for us once the rainy season subsided. But strict chaperoning would pose a challenge, and besides, I wasn’t about to wait that long. As for doors on the main floor, they required a key, even from inside, and fire escapes were accessible from staff quarters only.

The windows downstairs were nailed shut—after teenagers allegedly fled through them years before—and the upper-floor windows were too high for a safe drop. Shimmying down a rope of sheets might have been an option if it didn’t mean waking my entire bedroom, where nervous Nellie was liable to sound an alarm. After all, her observing a show past curfew was one thing; enabling a breakout was another.

With every alternative ruled out, I retired onto my cot that night, firm in my choice.

Chapter 18

Four gongs rang out from the grandfather clock. A sheer black sky had blotched out the windows, their panes flickering with the candle’s yellow glow.