Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I hug the building beside me, shifting out of view. The Nazi is as close as thirty yards away. I long to shout for Arie even more than before, now to alert him. I steal a look. He’s heading right for the enemy. How does he not see that? What the devil is he doing?
As if he’s heard my warning, he pauses. He’s seen the soldier, but too late. The German grips his weapon, turning toward Arie, who immediately raises both arms.
No—not both. One, sharp and straight.
A Sieg Heil salute.
I stand utterly frozen as he greets the soldier. Their words are indecipherable but there’s casualness in the exchange. Even smiles of being well acquainted. Then the German releases his rifle, letting it hang from his shoulder, and opens the door to invite Arie inside.
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Desperate for solidity, for reason, I press my back against the building, safe from the guard’s sight. I must have misinterpreted what I saw. I’d made such an error before, with Hutton, thinking his alarming behavior amounted to more than it did.
Of course, that didn’t involve a German soldier, and certainly not a Nazi salute. Then again, Arie could be pretending to work for the Germans. As a double agent. But if so, why wouldn’t he pass on word to London? Why risk them believing he’d betrayed his own people?
Maybe, just maybe, it wasn’t Arie I followed. That would explain everything. And yet the pit in my stomach affirms it was him, begging the questions: At what point do I stop dismissing the obvious? When do I quit scraping for excuses?
I peer around the corner and find the soldier still guarding the building. Several stories high and made of light stone, the place could be Gestapo headquarters for all I know.
I can’t deny that secrets are nothing new for Arie. Starting as a young boy, he became fully adept at keeping activities from others—sneaking out at night, even taking secret jobs to pay for surprise gifts. Now, with an icy shudder, I wonder how much else he’s been hiding and for how long.
Given the threat of patrollers, it’s unwise for me to stay. But how can I leave until understanding what I saw?
Finally, the man reemerges. While chatting again, he strikes a match to light the soldier’s cigarette. By the glow of the flame, there’s no denying Arie’s identity. Then he steps in my direction but quickly angles back when the German adds something more. Their shared laughter crawls under my skin.
Any second, Arie will resume his walk.