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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I hug the building beside me, shifting out of view. The Nazi is as close as thirty yards away. I long to shout for Arie even more than before, now to alert him. I steal a look. He’s heading right for the enemy. How does he not see that? What the devil is he doing?

As if he’s heard my warning, he pauses. He’s seen the soldier, but too late. The German grips his weapon, turning toward Arie, who immediately raises both arms.

No—not both. One, sharp and straight.

A Sieg Heil salute.

I stand utterly frozen as he greets the soldier. Their words are indecipherable but there’s casualness in the exchange. Even smiles of being well acquainted. Then the German releases his rifle, letting it hang from his shoulder, and opens the door to invite Arie inside.

Chapter 58

Desperate for solidity, for reason, I press my back against the building, safe from the guard’s sight. I must have misinterpreted what I saw. I’d made such an error before, with Hutton, thinking his alarming behavior amounted to more than it did.

Of course, that didn’t involve a German soldier, and certainly not a Nazi salute. Then again, Arie could be pretending to work for the Germans. As a double agent. But if so, why wouldn’t he pass on word to London? Why risk them believing he’d betrayed his own people?

Maybe, just maybe, it wasn’t Arie I followed. That would explain everything. And yet the pit in my stomach affirms it was him, begging the questions: At what point do I stop dismissing the obvious? When do I quit scraping for excuses?

I peer around the corner and find the soldier still guarding the building. Several stories high and made of light stone, the place could be Gestapo headquarters for all I know.

I can’t deny that secrets are nothing new for Arie. Starting as a young boy, he became fully adept at keeping activities from others—sneaking out at night, even taking secret jobs to pay for surprise gifts. Now, with an icy shudder, I wonder how much else he’s been hiding and for how long.

Given the threat of patrollers, it’s unwise for me to stay. But how can I leave until understanding what I saw?

Finally, the man reemerges. While chatting again, he strikes a match to light the soldier’s cigarette. By the glow of the flame, there’s no denying Arie’s identity. Then he steps in my direction but quickly angles back when the German adds something more. Their shared laughter crawls under my skin.

Any second, Arie will resume his walk.