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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“Now if you will, please tell me when to stop.” I use my thumb to riffle a front corner of the deck, held seemingly out of my view. Roughly three-quarters through, he stops me. In the span of a blink, I use the edges of my vision to peek at the exposed card, thereby learning that the seven of clubs will sit just above his choice. I direct him to insert his selection into the spot he chose. Once he’s done, I launch into overhand shuffles.

Each pass, despite my mixing the stack strategically in clumps, increases the gamble of separating the pair. But shuffling too little will raise suspicion.

The policemen watch in cryptic silence. I’m accustomed to working for the hard-won approval of servicemen in an audience. Just not any who are openly armed. Nor willing to kill me at the smallest provocation.

Maintaining my calm, I turn the deck faceup. Slowly I thumb through the cards. I alternate a hard stare between each one shown and the officer’s face as if straining to read his thoughts. Through my hemming and hawing, I avoid Dirk and Klara, whose nerves can be felt clear across the room.

I’m halfway through the deck when I see the seven of clubs, indicating that the card directly preceding it—the four of hearts—should be the officer’s pick.

“I believe that… Yes, I am sensing, sir, that this card is yours.” Dramatically I slide out the four and display it for all to see.

There’s no collective gasp, no applause. The officer is the sole person aware if my guess is correct. If he lies, only he would know.

A trace of amusement teases his lips—or is it a smirk?

“Give them to me.” He holds out his hand, a startling order.

I pass over the deck, struck anew by the damning images it harbors. He examines several cards, holding them up, flipping them over. Surely he’s just determining if it’s a trick deck I used. I tell myself the map is undetectable, that my experimental sets required being soaked in water to reveal their hidden printings.

Not that samples can’t have flaws.

Mustering a genial expression, I present my palm, gently inviting a return of the cards. But he keeps them in his clutches and issues a command without leaving my gaze.

“Take her outside.”

Chapter 73

Women’s cries are the first thing I hear, a mix of sobbing and pleading, when I’m marched out the front door. Storm clouds fittingly darken the sky. Through the square, a good half-dozen fellows are being led at gunpoint and loaded into a truck. Onto another, confiscated brass and copper items are tossed on a clattering heap. Loved ones—wives, sisters, mothers—struggle to reach their men, kept at bay by “green police” who belt out orders while shaking their fists and weapons.