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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Then he crosses his arms over his uniformed chest, his posture as sturdy as his tone. “Lastly and not negotiable: You will be escorted by a seasoned agent whose separate assignment shares the vicinity of your destination. Also fluent in Dutch, he is well versed in navigating Holland. Thus, rendezvousing with a contact, he’ll acquire more details and areas to target. Integrating your insight, of course. He shall then observe covertly whilst you attempt to lure out the lieutenant.”

So my deduction was right; Arie is indeed in the Netherlands. But I know nothing else.

“Furthermore, at the close of your allotted time, whether or not you succeed, you shall be handed off to a courier to guide you along an escape line, which I must warn you carries its own set of taxing risks.”

If he’s trying to scare me off, it’s going to take more than that. “Colonel,” I venture, “could you just tell me how long I’ll be given once I arrive?”

A strident ring breaks in. He turns to the candlestick telephone on his desk and lifts the receiver and mouthpiece into place. “Colonel Crockatt.”

Inside me, pressure compounds from all that’s still unknown. I’m a balloon untethered, lacking an anchoring string to keep me from drifting away, from bursting.

“Most certainly,” he says. “However, wait one moment to put him through.” He muffles the receiver against his chest. “That will be all, Miss Vos.”

I straighten in my seat. “First my question, sir. About my timeline in Holland.” Aware I’m bordering persistent and obstinate, I hasten to add, “Please.”

He huffs a breath, deliberating, before the creases in his forehead soften. “I want you returned to safety in minimal time. Not accounting for return travel from the Continent, you will have a week for your mission.”

Already I feel the ticking of the clock. “Colonel, respectfully, with settling in and snooping about, just getting the lay of the land in a foreign area, seven days is scarcely anything.”

“On the contrary, it already surpasses my level of comfort. I shall remind you, the territory is highly dangerous and this is not your field of expertise.”

“But, sir—”

“The alternative, Miss Vos, is to not go at all.” His gaze, solid if not steely, makes clear what I’ve assessed from day one: he’s not the bluffing type.

I gather myself and rise from my chair. “A week will do, sir.”

Chapter 46

Once more, I begin a new life.

In preparation, when asked about my parents’ Dutch roots, I’m embarrassed to confess I know next to nothing. Papa must have mentioned their village or province at some point, but he was never one for nostalgia, and in my youth, I didn’t think to prod or commit such things to memory. Now it’s a regret that leaves me further unmoored.

But no matter. I’m quickly reinvented.