Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
On the lengthy walk home through patches of snow that lightened the night, my pinkie toes and heels combatted the stiffness of the leather. For the last fifty yards, my feet stayed curled to minimize the blisters. Nevertheless, those boots weren’t coming off. Even in my worn overalls, I felt far too fancy to go shoeless before morning. Or at least until I showed them off to Arie.
I was envisioning doing just that while I entered our apartment and noticed an object on my pillow. A small wooden train…the one from the party.
I’d assumed it had been lost to the stampede, crushed like Arie’s plane and so much more.
Papa had peeled off for the outhouse but could return any minute. I hurried to pick up the train, marveling that Arie had managed to save it. But why give it back, and without explanation?
Then I recalled the hidden compartment. On a hunch, I detached the cab and, to my sheer delight, pulled out a tiny square of folded brown paper. I set aside the toy, beaming over its use as a carrier pigeon of sorts.
Vigilant before reading, I scurried to the door and listened for Papa’s heavy footfalls. Hearing none, I unfurled the note.
My pop got a factory job in Amesboro.
Starts Monday so we’re moving today.
I’m sorry, Fenna. I’ll miss you.
Will write when I can.
—A
My throat tightened as I reread the words.
Amesboro…moving today…will write.
Arie was leaving—but no. He couldn’t!
I tore across the room and into the hall. At his family’s door, I knocked. Knocked again harder. I called for him, not caring who knew.
Barging inside, I gasped. The main room was empty, just sparse furniture left askew, paper scraps littering the floor. I didn’t have to inspect the bedrooms to know they looked the same.
My closest friend, my only friend, was gone.
The realities of what that meant pummeled me all at once.
No more talking or laughing or doing magic together. No more covert smiles or waves in passing. No more simply knowing he was there.
I wrapped myself with my arms, the note still in hand. Tears streamed as I stood there, chest gone hollow, gutted. Ragged words rode my quiet sobs: “Life couldn’t ever be worse, not ever…”
Surely dramatic by some standards, but not at that age. Not with everything considered.
Nonetheless, I should have known better.
Voicing my fears might have risked empowering the Devil; in this case, it seemed I’d offered him a dare.
Ten days later, he took it.