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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

On the lengthy walk home through patches of snow that lightened the night, my pinkie toes and heels combatted the stiffness of the leather. For the last fifty yards, my feet stayed curled to minimize the blisters. Nevertheless, those boots weren’t coming off. Even in my worn overalls, I felt far too fancy to go shoeless before morning. Or at least until I showed them off to Arie.

I was envisioning doing just that while I entered our apartment and noticed an object on my pillow. A small wooden train…the one from the party.

I’d assumed it had been lost to the stampede, crushed like Arie’s plane and so much more.

Papa had peeled off for the outhouse but could return any minute. I hurried to pick up the train, marveling that Arie had managed to save it. But why give it back, and without explanation?

Then I recalled the hidden compartment. On a hunch, I detached the cab and, to my sheer delight, pulled out a tiny square of folded brown paper. I set aside the toy, beaming over its use as a carrier pigeon of sorts.

Vigilant before reading, I scurried to the door and listened for Papa’s heavy footfalls. Hearing none, I unfurled the note.

My pop got a factory job in Amesboro.

Starts Monday so we’re moving today.

I’m sorry, Fenna. I’ll miss you.

Will write when I can.

—A

My throat tightened as I reread the words.

Amesboro…moving today…will write.

Arie was leaving—but no. He couldn’t!

I tore across the room and into the hall. At his family’s door, I knocked. Knocked again harder. I called for him, not caring who knew.

Barging inside, I gasped. The main room was empty, just sparse furniture left askew, paper scraps littering the floor. I didn’t have to inspect the bedrooms to know they looked the same.

My closest friend, my only friend, was gone.

The realities of what that meant pummeled me all at once.

No more talking or laughing or doing magic together. No more covert smiles or waves in passing. No more simply knowing he was there.

I wrapped myself with my arms, the note still in hand. Tears streamed as I stood there, chest gone hollow, gutted. Ragged words rode my quiet sobs: “Life couldn’t ever be worse, not ever…”

Surely dramatic by some standards, but not at that age. Not with everything considered.

Nonetheless, I should have known better.

Voicing my fears might have risked empowering the Devil; in this case, it seemed I’d offered him a dare.

Ten days later, he took it.

Chapter 14