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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

He doesn’t answer nor look my way. But neither does he leave.

“Please,” I say. “I’ll trouble you only if necessary. I promise.” I reach out and touch his sleeve, a mindless emphatic act. However, fresh off our encounter by the canal, the heaviness of his gaze on my hand sends tingles up my arm. I pull away.

There’s a debate in his eyes but also an air of gentleness at his core. The latter appears to win out when his jawline softens. “A café is closed for the war. Called Menno’s. Directly ahead of the pass-through of Domtoren.”

“The bell tower?”

At his single nod, I envision the gothic structure, tall enough to be seen throughout the city.

“Leave three small stones on the outer windowsill. Word will reach me. If I can, I meet you back here. If two hours pass, I am not coming.”

“Of course. I understand.”

He lifts his chin toward the alley. “And beware of the Dutch police. Some are worse than the moffen.”

In my prepping sessions, I’d been warned of the same. “I will. Thank you, Willem.”

“Succes,” he murmurs, a Dutch wish of good luck, and then he’s gone.

Chapter 55

The boarding room sits on the second floor atop an apotheek, or pharmacy. Powdery-blue walls surround an armoire, a chair with standing lamp in the corner, and a pair of single beds divided by a night table. Hung in a simple wooden frame, an amateur painting of three children in a fishing boat with a windmill in the background provides the sole dash of personal decor.

When seeking accommodations in the vicinity of Domplein, a task made more challenging due to commandeering by the Nazis, a voluble street sweeper directed me here. Until last month, he said, two of the druggist’s three sons were attending Utrecht University, a portion of it located on a corner of the sprawling square. But students’ protests against a Nazi loyalty oath ended with the school’s total shutdown. All three boys were apparently since “recruited” for factory labor in Germany, leaving their two bedrooms available for let.

One of which I promptly confirmed to be unoccupied.

The druggist’s wife, Mrs. van der Meer, isn’t overjoyed my stay will be brief but has agreed regardless, swayed by a week’s prepayment. And gratefully so, as the view from my window spans a good portion of the L-shaped public square. Awning-adorned shops and various other businesses line the central area, which runs between the bell tower straight ahead and, to my left, Dom Church.

In my doorway, the middle-aged woman with sharp features and tired eyes strokes the gray cat on her arm. She’s explaining how a central nave once connected the two structures before it collapsed in a storm a few hundred years ago.