Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
He doesn’t answer nor look my way. But neither does he leave.
“Please,” I say. “I’ll trouble you only if necessary. I promise.” I reach out and touch his sleeve, a mindless emphatic act. However, fresh off our encounter by the canal, the heaviness of his gaze on my hand sends tingles up my arm. I pull away.
There’s a debate in his eyes but also an air of gentleness at his core. The latter appears to win out when his jawline softens. “A café is closed for the war. Called Menno’s. Directly ahead of the pass-through of Domtoren.”
“The bell tower?”
At his single nod, I envision the gothic structure, tall enough to be seen throughout the city.
“Leave three small stones on the outer windowsill. Word will reach me. If I can, I meet you back here. If two hours pass, I am not coming.”
“Of course. I understand.”
He lifts his chin toward the alley. “And beware of the Dutch police. Some are worse than the moffen.”
In my prepping sessions, I’d been warned of the same. “I will. Thank you, Willem.”
“Succes,” he murmurs, a Dutch wish of good luck, and then he’s gone.
Chapter 55
The boarding room sits on the second floor atop an apotheek, or pharmacy. Powdery-blue walls surround an armoire, a chair with standing lamp in the corner, and a pair of single beds divided by a night table. Hung in a simple wooden frame, an amateur painting of three children in a fishing boat with a windmill in the background provides the sole dash of personal decor.
When seeking accommodations in the vicinity of Domplein, a task made more challenging due to commandeering by the Nazis, a voluble street sweeper directed me here. Until last month, he said, two of the druggist’s three sons were attending Utrecht University, a portion of it located on a corner of the sprawling square. But students’ protests against a Nazi loyalty oath ended with the school’s total shutdown. All three boys were apparently since “recruited” for factory labor in Germany, leaving their two bedrooms available for let.
One of which I promptly confirmed to be unoccupied.
The druggist’s wife, Mrs. van der Meer, isn’t overjoyed my stay will be brief but has agreed regardless, swayed by a week’s prepayment. And gratefully so, as the view from my window spans a good portion of the L-shaped public square. Awning-adorned shops and various other businesses line the central area, which runs between the bell tower straight ahead and, to my left, Dom Church.
In my doorway, the middle-aged woman with sharp features and tired eyes strokes the gray cat on her arm. She’s explaining how a central nave once connected the two structures before it collapsed in a storm a few hundred years ago.