Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
He understands. There’s a peril in my saying goodbye, an utter undoing that would resign me to surrender and worse. I’d be useless to Evelien, and all would be for nothing.
At barest minimum, however, I need to ensure this:
“Swear to me, Willem, that he…that you’ll…” I’m incapable of finishing.
“I swear it,” he says, a vow to lay Arie properly to rest.
I nod, trying to relay gratitude in a glance. Then with Evelien in my arms, steeling myself, I push past the door that Willem immediately shuts. The sealing of a tomb.
Once more, there’s no going back.
Chapter 77
At the rear of what resembles a large milk truck, I lift Evelien inside and climb in after her. Brouwer closes the door immediately behind us. Visibility dims but slightly, maintaining light from the windshield up front.
I trail Brouwer around piled cargo to reach the crate, our sketch brought to life. Marked as fragile and heavy and appearing too small to hide a person, it sits secretly bolted atop boards fastened in a stack. Their fresh-lumber scent permeates the space. Surrounding cases, several stamped BRANDY in German and BRANDEWIJN in Dutch, serve as diversionary props.
With the crate lid set aside, Brouwer pulls out objects shaped like vases and small sculptures, all wrapped in white fabric, along with cushioning dunnage, to reach the false bottom. Below this lies the rectangular compartment that will deliver Evelien to safety.
But first…
First, she needs to be prepared.
Limited in time, I reorder my thoughts, focusing strictly on what’s ahead. As she rubs her eyes, I conjure a mask of normalcy and kneel before her. I nearly forget to speak Dutch. “For our trip…there have been some changes.”
A tiny crease splits her brow, and her gaze raises to mine. “Will there still be animals?”
I hesitate, but then I think of the array of pets kept at the inn in Beaconsfield. “There will. And there are fields to run around in too. But to get there requires”—words from last night float back—“playing a game. Like hide-and-seek. Remember?”
She bobs her head yes. But will her agreement last the whole trip?
I recall a reliable incentive. “On the drive, if you’re again quiet as a mouse, I’ll let you keep the magic button as your own. Would you like that?”
She considers this and nods again.
Brouwer announces, “It is ready.” He holds the false bottom at an upright angle, antsy to depart.
I peek inside. The exposed sidecar-like entry is just as we designed.
“All right, then,” I say to Evelien. “Up we go.” By her sides, I easily swoop her into the crate. I instruct her to slide into the compartment, but she merely clutches her doll. “Not to worry. The ride isn’t all that long. And I’ll be just up there”—I indicate the passenger seat—“close by the entire time.”