Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
We enjoyed other pastimes too. On my drawing pad, we’d play the dots-and-boxes game, erasing the lines for additional rounds, as most pages were covered with my tracings and rubbings. After discovering he had learned standard Dutch at his old school—a delightful surprise—I persuaded him to improvise skits in my dialect. We’d pretend we were far off in the exotic cities of Holland. My preference was for the dramatic, his for the silly.
Other nights, if I were awake and heard him coming in from the cold, I would hurry to my front door and raise a hand to say good night, to which he’d respond in kind.
I volunteered once to join his walk, but sensing his reluctance, I withdrew the offer. He didn’t need to expound. Those solitary outings were his own means of finding peace.
We told no one of our friendship. At school or elsewhere in passing, catching his eye would bring me hidden joy. Ours was a bond cultivated in secret—for the most part. A knowing wink from his sister, Thea, implied she suspected a crush. If she did, she’d graciously kept it from her parents. The “sinful influence” of my Catholicism on Arie’s Protestant soul would have guaranteed their disapproval.
Papa, I suppose, might have been more lenient; it wasn’t as if I’d been named traditionally after a saint, and his confessional visits were hardly regular. Still, Arie and I refrained from taking the risk, even to set Thea straight.
In hindsight, I’d say our private meetings, unlike so much in life, were prized as something within our control. They were a conduit for healing.
Just like the thoughtful gift he passed along.
Left beneath my pillow one day was a thick, pocket-size book with a well-worn cover. Houdini’s Big Little Book of Magic & Stunts. As Arie later explained, upon seeing it discarded at the barbershop where he earned pennies to sweep up hair, he received permission to keep the publication, yet once he’d flipped through the pages, his gut told him it was meant for me.
When I opened the book, I was only vaguely aware of the late showman Harry Houdini. Chapter after chapter, through narrative and diagrams, were various methods behind his tricks, starting with sleights of hand involving coins, cups, and playing cards. Past the halfway point, the schemes progressed in complexity: slipping out of ropes and handcuffs, mailbags and barrels. His most secretive illusions would obviously be omitted, and yet…
The notion that a person could escape the inescapable was beyond inspiring. More than bewitching.
It was life altering in ways I never could have foreseen.
Chapter 13
Soon after the stampede, the miners’ passions that had buoyed the strike largely deflated. Like a knife to a ship’s sail, each loss sliced through the fortitude of the workers’ demands. Come March, negotiations with management ended the impasse but left the families questioning the sacrifices made.