Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
My lungs suck in a breath, and Ziegler drops his gun. He steps toward me, staggering, before falling to his knees, then facedown on the floor.
“Fen…Fen…” The voice seeps into my ears as if sieved through cotton.
I turn to the window, where Arie is calling to me, struggling to wave me out with his gun in hand.
Registering the urgency, the need to leave, my mind gains enough clarity to clamber out the window. Evelien is standing nearby, clinging to her doll. I pick her up and rush away with Arie. “It’ll be okay,” I tell her as we pass through the courtyard and back toward the church, away from a man now shouting—the guard, no doubt—and a woman screaming. Ziegler’s wife.
Through the shadows along the street, we travel as a knot. Carrying Evelien, I strive to support Arie, whose breathing grows heavier while navigating our path. Raindrops are thickening, coming faster.
Soon we arrive at a split in the road. We begin to veer right but stop.
Dutch police are gathered in the distance, perhaps just clearing the area for curfew. Though by now, authorities could be searching for Arie and Nel.
We change course and go left. We continue past homes and shops. Once again, there are police ahead. These ones are Germans.
We can’t go forward. We can’t go back.
A siren blares, an alert of the Gestapo coming for us.
But suddenly there are people. From every direction, they’re filing out of buildings and onto the streets.
The alarm is an air raid.
Arie looks at me and swallows. I squeeze his hand, a signal of hope. Folks are heading to shelters, seeking out safety. Unaware, they’ll serve as our personal stream of camouflage. If we hurry.
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The undulating siren, layered with the drone of passing planes, fades slightly when I heave the door closed. No indication of explosions—thus far. With a slide of the bolt, I secure the three of us inside the abandoned workshop. Dusky light through the windows creates a haunted aura.
Evelien stays at my side as Arie works his way to an adjacent wall. He settles on the floor with effort, half suppressing a groan, stoking my concerns.
The girl gives my hand a small tug. “Where are the animals?” Her Dutch words are taut. It’s the first I’ve heard her speak. I brush droplets from her hair and face, gathering an answer.
“We’ll be heading to the farm tomorrow.” I infuse far more certainty into my tone than I possess. With Arie hurt, our plan calls for adjustment; to what length, I need to determine. “We’re just going to rest before our travels. Okay?”
She chews on her bottom lip, her doll kept close, and nods.