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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I bridle my reaction. “Regardless of your refusal to hear me out last night, I’m telling you, you can trust me with your plan.”

“And I’m telling you,” he intones, “I got everything handled.”

I openly scoff. “Well, if that were true, I wouldn’t be here. Would I?” At last he spins toward me, but I head off a rebuttal: “I’d wager a hundred dollars your scheme needs improvement.”

His expression constricts. “You haven’t even heard it.”

I nearly smile. “You think I’d have to?”

A dry laugh slips from his mouth, and he promptly seals it shut, amused in spite of himself. He tosses the towel aside and jerks a nod toward the floor. “Grab your shoes. Time to get a move on.”

“Criminy, you’re being ridiculous.” I cross my arms, seated solidly against the wall. “Arie, you know this is my specialty. It’s what I’ve always done—dissect illusions and tricks, and now gadgets. I make them better by figuring out what could go wrong. I’m an expert at escape and evasion, for goodness’ sake.”

“Oh, believe me,” he mutters, “I know that much.” He stops and shakes his head, appearing regretful of the barb. It’s a personal one that would gouge me deeper if not for my current resolve. “Listen,” he says, hitching his hands low on his hips, “I appreciate the offer. I just don’t need your input on this. All right?”

At my silence, he presses me with a stare.

“Fine,” I say.

He nods with relief—too hastily.

“How about Evelien? Could she use it? What about your contact, the one trapped in the hospital? Are you so terribly certain your plan can’t use improvement, even with all your lives at stake?”

He looks away, and quiet swoops in between us. Although clearly perturbed, he’s not countering my points.

More gently I prod, “Well?”

After a mumble and sharp groan, he jabs a finger in my direction. “You give your feedback, then you’re gone. Nothing more. You hear me?”

“Yes,” I stress, “I hear you.”

It’s a genuine reply, my choice of words entirely deliberate.

Chapter 61

To conceal my overnight absence, I sneak back into the boardinghouse to show my face at breakfast. The morning meals thus far have consisted of bitter ersatz coffee and bread. Today it’s porridge, a childhood favorite of Klara’s.

Why, oh why couldn’t it be anything else?

Staving off memories of the orphanage, I force down a bowlful, barely. The thick glop lacks even a grain of sweetener, sugar naturally being a rare treasure. But I keep a pleasant expression, some of my best acting I’d say.