Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I’m fighting back a rise of panic. Arie is waiting. What am I to do? We’ll never make it out if she explodes into a tantrum. I scan the room for a solution: a bribe, anything.
Rather, I’m jarred by the array of frills, so colorful and vibrant amid the grayness of war. The wallpaper of ivy and sunflowers, the chest of dolls and toys, the quilt-adorned bed sized for a child. I find myself wondering, in an elegant home scented by pastries, her clothing as neat and clean as her face and hair, could she be better off as she is? The world beyond these walls is far from paradise.
Just as soon, of course, I recall the horrors that led her here, the frailty of her position, the risks inherited through her blood. That’s to say nothing of Ziegler’s wife and the twisted nature of a relationship that crawls over my skin.
With tentative care, I reach for Evelien again, only to provoke another squeal.
In this disguised prison, she brings to mind a similar girl. Poppy at the orphanage. How she too feared leaving the comforts of her cage, needing just the right nudge, a small incentive to break free.
I don’t have a magic book at my disposal. Perhaps second best is the very trick that first delighted Poppy, earning her initial trust.
Willing to try, I exaggerate a gasp. “Why, I almost forgot. I brought my special button.” I yank the lowest button from my coat, and Evelien watches from behind her hunched shoulder. “Would you like to see what makes it special?”
I don’t bother waiting for a reply that may or may not come. I simply dive into a quick succession of sleights of hand, making the tiny disc disappear and reappear, each time luring out more of Evelien’s interest and the width of her smile. When it comes to the button dropping from her nose, eliciting a stifled giggle, I pray I’ve baited her enough.
I let out a forlorn sigh. “I’m afraid it’s time for me to go now.” Her brightness dims as if on a switch. “But,” I tell her, “if you come with me and your uncle, I’ll not only let you guard the magic button, I’ll also teach you how to make it vanish. Would you like that?”
The girl is tempted, debating.
Gerda chimes in. “Your real mother would insist that you go. You may even take Marie with you.”
Evelien studies her doll. After a moment, she eases away from Gerda and once more accepts my hand. This time, to my grand relief, she doesn’t change her mind. As Gerda assists with the girl’s coat and shoes, I stuff the bed with clothes to mimic a body. Should Ziegler’s wife peek into the room tonight, as I suspect she’s prone to do, any delay of discovery would help.