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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Then in the neighboring bedroom reserved for Gerda, I race to support her alibi by binding her ankles and wrists with rope. I hope it’s enough to keep her safe. Following my short but heartfelt thanks, I use scarves to cover her eyes and mouth.

At last, I close the door and return to Evelien. I whisper as we move toward the staircase, “To be superb at magic, and especially escapes, you must first learn to be quiet as a mouse. Can you do that?”

She nods up at me in earnest, protecting the doll in the crook of her arm. This is precisely where it remains as I carry them down the steps on the balls of my feet to best prevent creaks. We’re just past the landing when I hear it.

A rumbling motor, paired with a slam.

A car door.

My stomach leaps to my throat.

“Heil Hitler,” a man greets, just outside. The guard.

I hold Evelien closer and sprint down the remaining stairs. I’m wheeling around the newel post when a rattling sounds, a fumbling of the doorknob.

The library is too far away.

Against the wall under the staircase sits a telephone table. On its far side, away from the entry, I crouch low in the shadows with Evelien in my arms. I press my finger to my lips, a silent shh, just as the front door bursts open.

It’s Ziegler, I presume, glimpsing his black boots and wide breeches through the legs of the table. Abruptly I fear that Evelien might call out, even run to him. He could have tricked her into thinking he’s a kind, fatherly type.

Then he hollers, “Gerda!”

And the girl shrinks into me. Her little limbs shake.

He hasn’t fooled her at all.

I know right then: I’ll do anything it takes to keep her from his clutches.

But why is he here? Was the event canceled?

He cusses in German as his boot steps cross the foyer, striding in the other direction. “Wo ist das Geschenk?” he shouts.

That word again. Geschenk. Now it references a different type of gift.

En route to the dinner party, he must have circled back, preferring tardiness to an empty-handed insult. He marches into the parlor, searching for either Gerda or the present. Regardless, this is our chance.

Holding Evelien tight, I dash toward the library—quick but quiet. Once inside, I set her down and close the door just to the frame, not latching it, remembering the squeak. At the open window, I cautiously peek past the drapes. “Arie,” I project in a hushed tone, scanning the hedges.

“You got her?” he asks, jolting me. He’s already in place.

“Ziegler’s back. I’m passing Evelien through.” I turn around to grab her.

But she’s gone.

The door is open, her tiny figure barreling toward the foyer.