Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
She has every right to be wary, but with the guard out front, a hospital alert surely issued and, just as urgent, the need to tend to Arie’s wound, we don’t have time to waste.
I bend down and summon my cheeriest Dutch voice. “Want to know something, Evelien? When I was only a little older than you, I lived right next door to your mama and uncle. He’s here, actually. Would you like to come see him?”
Her head swivels partway toward me. She doesn’t move otherwise, just gauges me through the corner of her eye.
It occurs to me that her sole encounter with Arie was brief and frightful, and in a prison cell for that matter. But from stories and photographs, she’s known of him all her life, the same way she’s learned of her grandparents. This is according to Thea’s letters, Arie has said, and I borrow that knowledge now.
“Eventually, your grandparents even let me live with them. And they became like a family to me, which means you and I are like family too.” For emphasis, I give her shoulder a tender squeeze.
She only withdraws farther.
I scour for another tack. For years, my interactions with youngsters have largely been limited to those at my matinees, on the other side of an orchestra pit and with their parents at their sides. Although, I do recall how onstage as volunteers, they’d often beam from feeling in the know.
“I could be wrong,” I muse, “but I’d venture to guess you’re a big fan of secrets. Want to hear a splendid one?” Heartened by the flash of curiosity in her face, I lean forward and cup my mouth by her ear, not only to seem sly. It’s best if Gerda doesn’t know more, just as much for her sake.
I impart in a whisper, “Your uncle Arie and I are going on a thrilling adventure, to a place that’s lovely and safe. We’ll be staying at a farm with lots of space to run around. And loads of animals too, I’d bet. Do you like animals?”
I lean back to collect her answer. Her cupid lips twitch. Then she ekes out a nod.
“Well, marvelous.” I smile. “Because if you come with me, you can see them too. How does that sound?” Encouraged by her pondering, I dare to reach for her hand. She accepts, thank goodness. As I draw her toward me, however, she recoils with a squeal.
Gerda is fast to soothe her. “It is all right, child.” Then with an undertone of angst, she presses, “You need to go. Be a mindful girl.”
Evelien clings even harder to Gerda and the doll.