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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

She has every right to be wary, but with the guard out front, a hospital alert surely issued and, just as urgent, the need to tend to Arie’s wound, we don’t have time to waste.

I bend down and summon my cheeriest Dutch voice. “Want to know something, Evelien? When I was only a little older than you, I lived right next door to your mama and uncle. He’s here, actually. Would you like to come see him?”

Her head swivels partway toward me. She doesn’t move otherwise, just gauges me through the corner of her eye.

It occurs to me that her sole encounter with Arie was brief and frightful, and in a prison cell for that matter. But from stories and photographs, she’s known of him all her life, the same way she’s learned of her grandparents. This is according to Thea’s letters, Arie has said, and I borrow that knowledge now.

“Eventually, your grandparents even let me live with them. And they became like a family to me, which means you and I are like family too.” For emphasis, I give her shoulder a tender squeeze.

She only withdraws farther.

I scour for another tack. For years, my interactions with youngsters have largely been limited to those at my matinees, on the other side of an orchestra pit and with their parents at their sides. Although, I do recall how onstage as volunteers, they’d often beam from feeling in the know.

“I could be wrong,” I muse, “but I’d venture to guess you’re a big fan of secrets. Want to hear a splendid one?” Heartened by the flash of curiosity in her face, I lean forward and cup my mouth by her ear, not only to seem sly. It’s best if Gerda doesn’t know more, just as much for her sake.

I impart in a whisper, “Your uncle Arie and I are going on a thrilling adventure, to a place that’s lovely and safe. We’ll be staying at a farm with lots of space to run around. And loads of animals too, I’d bet. Do you like animals?”

I lean back to collect her answer. Her cupid lips twitch. Then she ekes out a nod.

“Well, marvelous.” I smile. “Because if you come with me, you can see them too. How does that sound?” Encouraged by her pondering, I dare to reach for her hand. She accepts, thank goodness. As I draw her toward me, however, she recoils with a squeal.

Gerda is fast to soothe her. “It is all right, child.” Then with an undertone of angst, she presses, “You need to go. Be a mindful girl.”

Evelien clings even harder to Gerda and the doll.