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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I’m opening my door when Klara emerges from her room. Back from work, Dirk is loafing on their bed with a handcloth over his shoulder, having freshly scrubbed the engine grease from his fingers.

“Ida.” Klara smiles. “We missed you at breakfast.”

I smile back ruefully. “I’m just as sorry to have missed it.” I’m preparing to deliver an excuse when a pounding noise interrupts.

“Aufmachen!”

Our faces swing toward the front door. The muffled command to open up is underscored by additional pounding, firm and rapid. A matching description now for my heartbeat. Rushed footsteps bring Mrs. van der Meer down from her floor. She shoots a troubled look our way before descending the next flight, confirming the knocks this time aren’t for a neighbor.

Bolted upright, Dirk orders Klara into their room. As she dashes inside, I rush back into my quarters and shut the door. My mind spins. I fear again that Brouwer betrayed us. Or was I trailed here from Arie’s?

Was the man by the tram indeed Willem? What if he agreed to help me just to locate Arie’s hideout? After all, the communication line was compromised; why not by the contact assigned to us both?

Gunshots echo from a place unseen. With my curtains partly open to a mottled gray sky, I peek through the window. Spread throughout the square are men in the dark-green uniforms of the Ordnungspolizei. The German Order Police. They’re barging into more buildings than ours.

It’s a razzia.

Though not solely for me, it’s still a raid.

I scan my room, noting its bareness. Too bare for a guest staying overnight.

Overlapping boot steps thud up the staircase. At least two men are charging this way.

I grab my satchel, toss out garments to look naturally strewn about, then heft the bag aside.

“Ausweise!” The call for our documents booms through the house. Fear scaling, I wrangle my identity card from my coat pocket. The hall floor creaks a mere second before my door flies open, and I suck in a breath.

The policeman is brandishing a rifle. He jerks the barrel toward the hallway, ordering me out.

I hustle past him and join Klara and Dirk. With backs to the wall and papers in hand, we stand before an “Orpo” officer. Bearing a widow’s peak and prominent Adam’s apple, in Dutch thick with a German accent, he demands of Mrs. van der Meer: “Your marriage booklet?”

She appears laudably composed. “I store it in my room, sir. Upstairs.”

Trouwboekjes, listing marital details and lineage with children’s dates of birth, are being used to sniff out onderduikers through discrepancies in count. I’ve heard that some police, at the slightest suspicion, shoot randomly at walls and floorboards to test for anyone in hiding. Just as likely to torment for amusement.