Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I’m opening my door when Klara emerges from her room. Back from work, Dirk is loafing on their bed with a handcloth over his shoulder, having freshly scrubbed the engine grease from his fingers.
“Ida.” Klara smiles. “We missed you at breakfast.”
I smile back ruefully. “I’m just as sorry to have missed it.” I’m preparing to deliver an excuse when a pounding noise interrupts.
“Aufmachen!”
Our faces swing toward the front door. The muffled command to open up is underscored by additional pounding, firm and rapid. A matching description now for my heartbeat. Rushed footsteps bring Mrs. van der Meer down from her floor. She shoots a troubled look our way before descending the next flight, confirming the knocks this time aren’t for a neighbor.
Bolted upright, Dirk orders Klara into their room. As she dashes inside, I rush back into my quarters and shut the door. My mind spins. I fear again that Brouwer betrayed us. Or was I trailed here from Arie’s?
Was the man by the tram indeed Willem? What if he agreed to help me just to locate Arie’s hideout? After all, the communication line was compromised; why not by the contact assigned to us both?
Gunshots echo from a place unseen. With my curtains partly open to a mottled gray sky, I peek through the window. Spread throughout the square are men in the dark-green uniforms of the Ordnungspolizei. The German Order Police. They’re barging into more buildings than ours.
It’s a razzia.
Though not solely for me, it’s still a raid.
I scan my room, noting its bareness. Too bare for a guest staying overnight.
Overlapping boot steps thud up the staircase. At least two men are charging this way.
I grab my satchel, toss out garments to look naturally strewn about, then heft the bag aside.
“Ausweise!” The call for our documents booms through the house. Fear scaling, I wrangle my identity card from my coat pocket. The hall floor creaks a mere second before my door flies open, and I suck in a breath.
The policeman is brandishing a rifle. He jerks the barrel toward the hallway, ordering me out.
I hustle past him and join Klara and Dirk. With backs to the wall and papers in hand, we stand before an “Orpo” officer. Bearing a widow’s peak and prominent Adam’s apple, in Dutch thick with a German accent, he demands of Mrs. van der Meer: “Your marriage booklet?”
She appears laudably composed. “I store it in my room, sir. Upstairs.”
Trouwboekjes, listing marital details and lineage with children’s dates of birth, are being used to sniff out onderduikers through discrepancies in count. I’ve heard that some police, at the slightest suspicion, shoot randomly at walls and floorboards to test for anyone in hiding. Just as likely to torment for amusement.