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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

As I approach Domplein, headed for my boarding room, a bell trills from across the street. Over my shoulder, I trace the ringing to a young girl on a bicycle. But it’s a figure beyond her that ceases my steps. A tall fellow in a tweed cap looks quite a lot like…Willem.

A tram rolls between us, blocking my view as it stops. Passengers hustle on and off. And I realize: he must have arrived with the papers just as I left, spotted me in the distance, and set out to catch up. The tram now pulls away.

But he’s gone.

Did he hop onboard? I survey the area. No trace of the man. Was it simply a case of wishful thinking? With features commonly Dutch, even partially obscured by a hat, he could have been a stranger. Most likely so, considering his disappearance.

A pair of armed patrollers, the mere sight of them, jars me back to my mission.

I forge on through the square.

Once settled in my room, I freshen up and change my outfit, readying for travel. While repacking my belongings, however, I’m slowed by distraction. The painting on the wall, featuring a trio of boys fishing—the van der Meer sons, I’d guess—reminds me of the many art pieces being packed and transported by Brouwer’s company. The likes of which make me wonder…

Given the trials of wartime, who would splurge on such extravagance, and with what funds? Unless, that is, the collectibles were commandeered. Stolen by Nazis, like so much else.

I recoil from the probability of Brouwer’s complicity. Yet in light of his help, which I too am depending on, who am I to condemn the concessions?

Another maddening gray area of war.

***

Through the gap beneath my door drifts the scent of boiling vegetables, affirming it’s almost time. Fully packed, with travel documents concealed and gadgets reassembled, I store my satchel in my armoire. I check my watch and think through the plan. Again.

Scheduled for six on Saturdays, dinner upstairs will be served very shortly. Several bites into the meal, citing a queasy stomach and an early-morning train, I’ll bid my goodbyes and declare a retirement to my room. A partial truth: food sounds entirely unappetizing due to the stress of the night ahead. Then with my belongings, I’ll sneak down the stairs and out of the house for good.

At half past six, Arie and I are to meet Nel’s cousin near the hospital, timed to coincide with the end of patients’ meals and the start of the shift for our targeted nurse. Padding ourselves for curfew, we should have the benefit of traveling with ease as a group.

Before all that, of course, the dinner table here needs set.