Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
As I approach Domplein, headed for my boarding room, a bell trills from across the street. Over my shoulder, I trace the ringing to a young girl on a bicycle. But it’s a figure beyond her that ceases my steps. A tall fellow in a tweed cap looks quite a lot like…Willem.
A tram rolls between us, blocking my view as it stops. Passengers hustle on and off. And I realize: he must have arrived with the papers just as I left, spotted me in the distance, and set out to catch up. The tram now pulls away.
But he’s gone.
Did he hop onboard? I survey the area. No trace of the man. Was it simply a case of wishful thinking? With features commonly Dutch, even partially obscured by a hat, he could have been a stranger. Most likely so, considering his disappearance.
A pair of armed patrollers, the mere sight of them, jars me back to my mission.
I forge on through the square.
Once settled in my room, I freshen up and change my outfit, readying for travel. While repacking my belongings, however, I’m slowed by distraction. The painting on the wall, featuring a trio of boys fishing—the van der Meer sons, I’d guess—reminds me of the many art pieces being packed and transported by Brouwer’s company. The likes of which make me wonder…
Given the trials of wartime, who would splurge on such extravagance, and with what funds? Unless, that is, the collectibles were commandeered. Stolen by Nazis, like so much else.
I recoil from the probability of Brouwer’s complicity. Yet in light of his help, which I too am depending on, who am I to condemn the concessions?
Another maddening gray area of war.
***
Through the gap beneath my door drifts the scent of boiling vegetables, affirming it’s almost time. Fully packed, with travel documents concealed and gadgets reassembled, I store my satchel in my armoire. I check my watch and think through the plan. Again.
Scheduled for six on Saturdays, dinner upstairs will be served very shortly. Several bites into the meal, citing a queasy stomach and an early-morning train, I’ll bid my goodbyes and declare a retirement to my room. A partial truth: food sounds entirely unappetizing due to the stress of the night ahead. Then with my belongings, I’ll sneak down the stairs and out of the house for good.
At half past six, Arie and I are to meet Nel’s cousin near the hospital, timed to coincide with the end of patients’ meals and the start of the shift for our targeted nurse. Padding ourselves for curfew, we should have the benefit of traveling with ease as a group.
Before all that, of course, the dinner table here needs set.