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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I act on instinct and speed back the way I came, my legs carrying me, my eyes surveying for patrols. Upon turning the nearest corner, through the haze of my thoughts, I wrestle with my options. The safest is to flee to my boarding room. The most desirous is to confront him.

The fact I’m unsure if he’d be honest shakes me to the core.

Suddenly disoriented as to precisely where I am, I’ll default to trailing him for now. Perhaps his next stop could explain much more.

Across the street, partially outlined by the moon, a large decorative feature adorns a pub entrance. I dash over, lacking time to think. It’s a wooden barrel stood upright. I crouch behind it, tight as a ball. Regulating my breaths, I wait.

Soon come light footfalls. They travel past me and continue on. I peek just over the barrel to find him rounding the corner. A reversal of his route.

I accelerate in his wake down the vacant street. At the next corner building, I stretch my neck for a cautious look.

No sign of him.

I listen for footsteps, hear nothing. He could have slipped through another doorway. Or he’s hiding from a patrol. Not that he’d need to, apparently. It’s no wonder he’s violating curfew, while I’m brazenly pressing my luck.

With soft steps, I proceed past another shop and around a brick column. That’s when something covers my mouth, yanking me back, a hand from behind. The shriek that leaps from my throat is muffled by a grip. An object presses into my side. The muzzle of a gun. Held in the cove of a doorway, I feel a man’s chest tight against my back. My breaths pass in and out of my nose, fast and audible.

A terse whisper meets my ear. “Niet schreeuwen.” Don’t yell.

It’s Arie. He’s Arie…

But sensing his finger on the trigger, I muster a nod, as much as his grasp on me allows.

“Wie bent u?”

Who are you? he wants to know. His hand loosens for my answer but hovers at my chin, poised to clamp down.

I state clearly, “It’s Fenna.”

There’s a flinch through his body, then for a moment stillness. His lowering of the weapon allows me to breathe easier before he turns me around by the shoulder. Our faces mere inches away, his shadowed features gain distinction.

“Fen?” Shock filters through his rasp. “What…what the hell are you doing here?”

Though still recovering, I straighten. The role of interrogator is mine, not his. “It’s exactly what I’m here to ask you.”

Beneath the brim of his hat, his eyes are darting back and forth between mine, seeking to comprehend the situation.

I’m about to push harder when a noise echoes in the distance. We both whip toward it.

Only quiet follows.