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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Could it actually be him?

I tap a pane, too lightly. Tap again louder, in spite of my household. The fellow lifts his head, only partly. But like all those many years ago, when from my window in Eden Springs I’d spy my friend on his moonlit walks, I know in my gut.

It’s Arie.

A thrill bursts through me. But before I can act, he takes off toward the cathedral. I stop myself from thumping on the glass. Rather, I hurry from my room with coat and shoes in hand, throwing them on at base of the stairs, having descended with the softest but quickest of steps.

I crack open the front door as laughter floats down from Dom Tower. The two Germans posted high above appear distracted with conversation. Arie is lost from my sight but can’t be far. I slip out, pulse hammering in my ears, and rush the short distance to sidle up to the bell tower. Umbrellaed by branches, I again mimic the caution I’ve witnessed before stealing across the open space between trees, past the cathedral, and out of the square.

Up ahead, the street splits like a Y. Which path did he choose?

Blast it.

Arriving at the divide, I locate his silhouette down the bend to the left—thank God. He’s rounding a corner in the distance. It takes every ounce of my will not to yell his name. Surely some patrollers are in the area, making rounds at all hours. I recall Willem’s warning about the Dutch police. If either of us is caught, if we’re arrested, no doubt our identity cards would be further scrutinized and—

My ID. I’d left it in the room.

I hate to imagine the penalty for the combined infractions, of where that could lead, but turning back isn’t an option. Barreling forward despite the odds of stumbling, I cast around glances for patrollers. The cool air seeps through my woven blouse. There’s no time to fasten my coat.

Lining both sides of the street, potential gazes bear down from blacked-out windows. I sprint away from the thought, keeping near silent on the balls of my feet while following Arie around the corner. Where once more he’s vanished.

Still, he can’t be far.

I hasten down the road until reaching another split. I look both ways, straining to locate him through the dimness, not finding him.

North—Willem said he went north. But then what? And which direction am I even facing? Staving off panic, I hazard a guess and go straight. At the next corner, I glance left, and I see him!

Joy shoots through me. But with just as much power, it shatters in an instant. Posted outside a building on the right side of the street, a German soldier gazes off while smoking a cigarette that glows orange at the tip. Moonlight glints off the rifle strapped to his shoulder.