Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Could it actually be him?
I tap a pane, too lightly. Tap again louder, in spite of my household. The fellow lifts his head, only partly. But like all those many years ago, when from my window in Eden Springs I’d spy my friend on his moonlit walks, I know in my gut.
It’s Arie.
A thrill bursts through me. But before I can act, he takes off toward the cathedral. I stop myself from thumping on the glass. Rather, I hurry from my room with coat and shoes in hand, throwing them on at base of the stairs, having descended with the softest but quickest of steps.
I crack open the front door as laughter floats down from Dom Tower. The two Germans posted high above appear distracted with conversation. Arie is lost from my sight but can’t be far. I slip out, pulse hammering in my ears, and rush the short distance to sidle up to the bell tower. Umbrellaed by branches, I again mimic the caution I’ve witnessed before stealing across the open space between trees, past the cathedral, and out of the square.
Up ahead, the street splits like a Y. Which path did he choose?
Blast it.
Arriving at the divide, I locate his silhouette down the bend to the left—thank God. He’s rounding a corner in the distance. It takes every ounce of my will not to yell his name. Surely some patrollers are in the area, making rounds at all hours. I recall Willem’s warning about the Dutch police. If either of us is caught, if we’re arrested, no doubt our identity cards would be further scrutinized and—
My ID. I’d left it in the room.
I hate to imagine the penalty for the combined infractions, of where that could lead, but turning back isn’t an option. Barreling forward despite the odds of stumbling, I cast around glances for patrollers. The cool air seeps through my woven blouse. There’s no time to fasten my coat.
Lining both sides of the street, potential gazes bear down from blacked-out windows. I sprint away from the thought, keeping near silent on the balls of my feet while following Arie around the corner. Where once more he’s vanished.
Still, he can’t be far.
I hasten down the road until reaching another split. I look both ways, straining to locate him through the dimness, not finding him.
North—Willem said he went north. But then what? And which direction am I even facing? Staving off panic, I hazard a guess and go straight. At the next corner, I glance left, and I see him!
Joy shoots through me. But with just as much power, it shatters in an instant. Posted outside a building on the right side of the street, a German soldier gazes off while smoking a cigarette that glows orange at the tip. Moonlight glints off the rifle strapped to his shoulder.