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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

The Dutch slang for a German—deeming them musty, evidently—is no more complimentary than calling them a Hun or a Kraut. And though his point is valid, it doesn’t rule out my being used as a pawn. I’ll have to play along to find out.

With a concessionary look, I step into the cool, stale-aired meeting spot. The series of windows are dust-coated but numerous, inviting decent light while hindering the view from anyone who happens into the alley. Granted, the same in reverse puts us at equal disadvantage.

A metallic scrape from behind causes me to flinch. He’s bolted the door.

“Care to rest?” He nods toward a solitary wooden chair off to the side, its white paint chipped and back uneven.

“I’m fine standing.”

He gives a small shrug and goes to claim the seat for himself. His distance from the door provides minor relief, as does the open expanse of the space. Strewn about are paper scraps, some tattered boxes, and sprinkles of sawdust. Markings on the concrete floor suggest long tables once populated what seems an abandoned workshop. In a back corner, cobwebs mostly veil a four-legged hulk of rusted machinery. A shroud over a forgotten life.

I ask at last, “Would you mind sharing who you are, now that we’re…otherwise acquainted?”

From his coat, he produces a metal cigarette case and lifts it opened toward me. When I shake my head, he slips a hand-rolled smoke into the corner of his mouth. The shortage in Holland suggests it’s cheap homegrown tobacco or a black-market buy. “Willem.”

A traditional Dutch name. Presumably his cover.

“Are you with a network here, or were you sent by London?”

He lights his cigarette and snuffs out the match. “Ja.”

“So…which is it?”

“I am a messenger of information only.”

I’m aware languages are well studied in Dutch schools, at least in the cities; still I might have complimented his English, if not for his hint of arrogance.

“Fine, then. Your message for me is…?”

The leisure with which he finds tobacco on his tongue and flicks the speck away is irksome. “But, you see, my instruction was for delivery to you and one other.”

“Indeed,” I agree, “it was. Only there’s been a change of plans, requiring me to continue on my own.” Honest yet vague, it’s the explanation I prepared when I’d planned to arrive early at the station—which would have been pointless, I now realize, assuming Willem hadn’t been there all morning.

“Oh? And what is this change?”

“I am unable to say more, I’m afraid.” Also the truth. I can’t have him wondering if his orders to help me should be rescinded.

He expels a ribbon of smoke, contemplating. Likely for his own safety. Finally he nods in acceptance. He’s about to speak when a whistle spears the air.