Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
The Dutch slang for a German—deeming them musty, evidently—is no more complimentary than calling them a Hun or a Kraut. And though his point is valid, it doesn’t rule out my being used as a pawn. I’ll have to play along to find out.
With a concessionary look, I step into the cool, stale-aired meeting spot. The series of windows are dust-coated but numerous, inviting decent light while hindering the view from anyone who happens into the alley. Granted, the same in reverse puts us at equal disadvantage.
A metallic scrape from behind causes me to flinch. He’s bolted the door.
“Care to rest?” He nods toward a solitary wooden chair off to the side, its white paint chipped and back uneven.
“I’m fine standing.”
He gives a small shrug and goes to claim the seat for himself. His distance from the door provides minor relief, as does the open expanse of the space. Strewn about are paper scraps, some tattered boxes, and sprinkles of sawdust. Markings on the concrete floor suggest long tables once populated what seems an abandoned workshop. In a back corner, cobwebs mostly veil a four-legged hulk of rusted machinery. A shroud over a forgotten life.
I ask at last, “Would you mind sharing who you are, now that we’re…otherwise acquainted?”
From his coat, he produces a metal cigarette case and lifts it opened toward me. When I shake my head, he slips a hand-rolled smoke into the corner of his mouth. The shortage in Holland suggests it’s cheap homegrown tobacco or a black-market buy. “Willem.”
A traditional Dutch name. Presumably his cover.
“Are you with a network here, or were you sent by London?”
He lights his cigarette and snuffs out the match. “Ja.”
“So…which is it?”
“I am a messenger of information only.”
I’m aware languages are well studied in Dutch schools, at least in the cities; still I might have complimented his English, if not for his hint of arrogance.
“Fine, then. Your message for me is…?”
The leisure with which he finds tobacco on his tongue and flicks the speck away is irksome. “But, you see, my instruction was for delivery to you and one other.”
“Indeed,” I agree, “it was. Only there’s been a change of plans, requiring me to continue on my own.” Honest yet vague, it’s the explanation I prepared when I’d planned to arrive early at the station—which would have been pointless, I now realize, assuming Willem hadn’t been there all morning.
“Oh? And what is this change?”
“I am unable to say more, I’m afraid.” Also the truth. I can’t have him wondering if his orders to help me should be rescinded.
He expels a ribbon of smoke, contemplating. Likely for his own safety. Finally he nods in acceptance. He’s about to speak when a whistle spears the air.