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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Let loose, the canine charges after the runner. It leaps at the man’s back, toppling him. Rifles are taking aim but the captain orders not to shoot. This is their last detained operative, and certainly they could use his information. But then the dog yelps and goes limp. A blade glints in the agent’s hand. When he again scuttles into a sprint, defying more orders to halt, two shots meet his back. He arches from their impact before sprawling on the ground.

The captain pulled the trigger. Still, he bellows in frustration. He marches over and uses his pistol to smack the face of the negligent guard, hard enough to crack a jaw. Then he turns to his troops. “Finde den vierten!”

His German words filter in pieces through my brain. Their translation shakes me from my trance.

Find the fourth.

Could they have seen me jump? Mistaken the capsule’s chute to be mine? Terror bolts through me. I need to move. Legs, you need to move now.

“Suche!” he adds, and all five soldiers disperse to search in various directions, weapons ready.

Managing to back away, I begin to reverse my path. My parachute… I’d forgotten it’s still in my arms. Silently in the darkness, my pace gains momentum before a shallow ditch causes me a light stumble. I spare a glance over my shoulder. Glows of flashlights are encroaching on the bushes. The growling of waking engines indicates the vehicles will be facilitating the hunt.

A long dirt road runs parallel to my left, so I cut right and race toward the nearest cluster of trees. The leaf-filled branches might be structured well enough to hide me.

I round the undergrowth to the backside of the cluster. At the first promising tree, I shoulder the parachute, reach up, and grip the lowest solid branch. My foot seeks traction on a knot at the tree’s base. Heaving upward, I slip on a strap of my dangling harness. I try again, slipping once more but on a slick stretch of nylon. Drat! The chute and strings will surely snag on branches all the way up. Yet discarding the gear anywhere close would leave a glaring trail.

Flashlights draw closer, as do headlamps. Wheels slowly crunch gravel.

My heart rises to my throat. Time and options are running thin. I recall the knife in my jumpsuit and, underneath, an item in my coat. Stowed in the tiny pouch I’d sewn in, a pocket within a pocket, are my military-issued pills, including a single L-pill. L for lethal. A grim choice to be made.