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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Crouched down, I creep toward the side edge of the thicket. When I stretch for a peek, I shudder at the origin of the beams. Roughly thirty yards away, two sets of partially obscured headlamps shine dimly on the agents. The three men are facing the vehicles, still in their coveralls. With their hands behind their heads, they’re being forced to kneel by rifle-wielding soldiers in bell-shaped helmets.

German troops.

Oh, God in heaven, no, no, no.

I jerk my body out of view, though for the life of me, I can’t steer my eyes away.

An officer, distinctive in his peaked hat, walks toward them with an awkward gait. He halts before the middle captive—Bram—and speaks. Indecipherable from a distance.

Did the Germans spot our low-flying plane and radio ahead to track us?

The officer gives a wave of his pistol, a signal. A soldier marches over. Beside Bram, he raises his rifle high and at an angle, then swings the butt of it toward the agent’s head. Surely this all occurs rapidly, but in that instant, fear slows all movement in my mind’s eye. In detail, I see Bram shift out of the weapon’s path and jab his elbow into the soldier’s groin. As the man contracts, Bram immediately grabs hold of the rifle, as if his instigation was deliberate, strategic.

Then a blast rings out.

Yet the spray of blood emerges from Bram, a bullet having tunneled through his skull. The officer shot first.

Bram’s body crumples just as a neighboring agent lunges for the pistol. The officer’s extended arm leaves it vulnerable. The two fight for control, a struggle that ends with another blast of a gun—this time from a soldier’s rifle—and the agent collapses.

There are barking sounds, muffled by the screaming inside me. Outwardly I’m frozen. My limbs are anvils, which is fine, just fine. As the scene can’t be real. It’s a film on a screen. I’m watching from the safety of a theater. Shortly we’ll have an intermission and a change of reels.

“Herr Hauptsturmführer!”

The officer—a captain with the SS, I believe—responds by turning to the approaching caller, a broad soldier lugging a large cylindrical object. It’s the capsule with parachute dragging. Behind him, another soldier escorts a German shepherd snarling on a leash. As the officer confers, a moment of collective distraction, the third agent sneaks to his feet. He dashes furtively toward the shadows, until the dog erupts with ferocious barks.

The soldier who’d been guarding the agent turns. “Halt!”