Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Crouched down, I creep toward the side edge of the thicket. When I stretch for a peek, I shudder at the origin of the beams. Roughly thirty yards away, two sets of partially obscured headlamps shine dimly on the agents. The three men are facing the vehicles, still in their coveralls. With their hands behind their heads, they’re being forced to kneel by rifle-wielding soldiers in bell-shaped helmets.
German troops.
Oh, God in heaven, no, no, no.
I jerk my body out of view, though for the life of me, I can’t steer my eyes away.
An officer, distinctive in his peaked hat, walks toward them with an awkward gait. He halts before the middle captive—Bram—and speaks. Indecipherable from a distance.
Did the Germans spot our low-flying plane and radio ahead to track us?
The officer gives a wave of his pistol, a signal. A soldier marches over. Beside Bram, he raises his rifle high and at an angle, then swings the butt of it toward the agent’s head. Surely this all occurs rapidly, but in that instant, fear slows all movement in my mind’s eye. In detail, I see Bram shift out of the weapon’s path and jab his elbow into the soldier’s groin. As the man contracts, Bram immediately grabs hold of the rifle, as if his instigation was deliberate, strategic.
Then a blast rings out.
Yet the spray of blood emerges from Bram, a bullet having tunneled through his skull. The officer shot first.
Bram’s body crumples just as a neighboring agent lunges for the pistol. The officer’s extended arm leaves it vulnerable. The two fight for control, a struggle that ends with another blast of a gun—this time from a soldier’s rifle—and the agent collapses.
There are barking sounds, muffled by the screaming inside me. Outwardly I’m frozen. My limbs are anvils, which is fine, just fine. As the scene can’t be real. It’s a film on a screen. I’m watching from the safety of a theater. Shortly we’ll have an intermission and a change of reels.
“Herr Hauptsturmführer!”
The officer—a captain with the SS, I believe—responds by turning to the approaching caller, a broad soldier lugging a large cylindrical object. It’s the capsule with parachute dragging. Behind him, another soldier escorts a German shepherd snarling on a leash. As the officer confers, a moment of collective distraction, the third agent sneaks to his feet. He dashes furtively toward the shadows, until the dog erupts with ferocious barks.
The soldier who’d been guarding the agent turns. “Halt!”