Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Then again, the small blade is obviously measly against guns, and the cyanide is for only the worst of scenarios. Which as of yet, I decide, this can’t be. It isn’t. Not with the waist-high shrubs maybe twenty feet away. They squat in a dense row along the border of a pasture. If I hurry, I could stuff my parachute into the greenery. But can I manage to do that and still climb fast enough—and isn’t a tree the first place they’ll look, the most obvious?
Never was I more in need of misdirection.
An old trick comes to me—the sucker effect. Let the audience think they’re seeing something by mistake, a faux reveal, only to guide them to the actual illusion with greater impact.
Could it work?
What better option do I have?
Staying low, I spread out the parachute as if someone landed and abandoned it in a rush. I toss my helmet on it for good measure. Then instead of shimmying up the tree, I dash to the shrubs. Working my way in, I serpentine my body horizontally, careful not to disturb the top layer. The added bulk of my satchel makes the task more challenging. But soon I settle in the tangle of branches, thick but breathable. And I wait.
It’s a deceit based on a presumption, as I’d once taught Charles. A twist on a story that viewers convince themselves to be true. After all, no spy would be foolish enough to stick around when given a chance to run.
The seconds tick away.
Fifteen…thirty…forty-five…
There are hints of walking: a rustling of trousered legs, footsteps on farmland. Someone is getting close.
I see nothing through the shrubbery. I pray the obscurity works both ways. And if not, that true to my name, adapting like the Arctic fox, a creature built to survive, I’m indistinguishable from the background.
“Schau mal!” Excitement boosts a fellow’s voice, the pride of finding a treasure. In this case, a parachute. “Komm her!”
More rustling, more steps. A second voice joins in, his murmured words interweaving with clinks of the harness. Then silence.
My heart, still lodged high, presses into my windpipe. I ration breaths, in and out, envisioning the soldiers scanning the area, peering up at the trees, their rifle barrels hungry for another target.
A smattering of light penetrates the shrubbery. My eyelids drop to shield the white of my eyes, and I escape into the haven of a memory. The leaves around me are patches of my childhood quilt. The branches are my mattress, cozy by the potbelly stove. Papa is asleep in the next room, snoring after late-night drinks with the strikers.
I fill in the setting with every detail I can plunder, fending off images of Bram’s spray of blood, of the Nazi soldiers but a few yards away.
There’s a swooshing now. From fabric. Clinks.