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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Choice teetering, my hands ball into fists, reigniting the pain in my palm. Each pulsing throb carries a memory from the night before: of my standing on this very stage, bleeding and panicked, clambering to save Charles—who, all the while, was manipulating my emotions, pulling my strings like a puppeteer.

For a published rave that only made him scoff.

“Two…one!”

My resolve hardens to bedrock.

The instant Charles folds into the crate, the stagehands proceed in haste. They nail down the lid and wrap the box in chains, which the volunteers padlock toward the crowd. “Take the A Train” blasts from the pit as I usher the officer and committee down toward their seats. The box creaks and shakes from Charles’s unseen efforts.

His contortionist skills—once deemed “freakish” by onlookers—were among the initial reasons for our partnership. Thanks to years of more practice, he can shed a straitjacket with relative ease, even in dark and limited quarters, like now. Next, he’ll pry free a portion of the crate’s base, via camouflaged hinges and spring bolts, to reach the tabletop’s removable center.

It’s not by accident that the rectangular table leg is positioned with the narrow width facing the crowd. This gives little hint that a lean contorting body could pass through and descend a ladder under the stage. That is, if the floor’s trapdoor has been unlocked…

Slow and deliberate, I tug each padlock to illustrate they’re secure and, subtly, to set their placements. The quaking of the box is growing. Charles does this for effect, even when already out of his restraints.

The audience is amply baited. Blinks are turning sparse. Civilians and uniformed patrons alike are peering at the nails and locks, as if the bindings will somehow release themselves. How else could Charles reappear in plain sight? Vanishing from steamer trunks isn’t uncommon, but this is a sealed crate with no draping to shield his escape.

Through the blare of a trumpet, I hear it: a discreet thud from center stage, followed by another, sending vibrations through my heels. Charles’s controlled knocks are meant for a stagehand, a demand to open the trapdoor.

My heart is thumping.

At his third alert, I circle the crate with practiced grace until another knock reaches my ears. This one from inside the box. Charles has reversed route to signal to me that something is wrong.

I give no tap in return.

I have other plans.

Channeling distress into my expression, I tip off the crowd that there’s a problem. The showman is taking too long.

Ignoring a heckle or two, I wring my hands and wait for a harder knock from Charles, which comes soon enough. Then a shake. His confusion is rising, frustration brewing. I lean closer and whisper-yell, “Everything all right in there?”