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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

The officer complies by testing the sleeves, straps, and buckles. To reduce the awkward quiet, as well as my chance to reconsider, I muse, “I’d wager such a coat could be useful with a troublesome sailor or two.”

He smiles lightly in agreement.

“Or,” I add, “even a feisty admiral.” That one causes him to chuckle just as Charles returns to the stage. A passing of the baton.

“Merci, mademoiselle. Alors, before continuing, may I have zah keys to all six locks?”

“Why, of course.” Preplanned this time—to his seeming credit and delight—I hand over the requested ring from my visible skirt pocket. He turns to the audience and boasts of bravery and supernatural gifts and having no need for safeguards before he ingests the tiny keys, inciting gasps and groans.

The bearded stagehand reappears, forearms draped in steel chains. I picture what he’s agreed to do, what I’m about to do, and my newly purchased scarf tightens around my neck.

“Monsieur,” Charles says to the officer, extending both arms forward, “if you will be so kind.”

Per the routine, I guide the seaman in applying the backward-facing jacket with buckles running down the gap. Charles expands his chest stealthily before crisscrossing his arms, layered in a way to provide undetectable slack. As the officer and I fasten the straps, the volunteers remain engrossed and Charles provides narration.

“Once zee crate is nailed shut, plunging me into darkness, six chains will be wrapped and locked to seal my fate, lest I escape before your eyes—as no curtain or cabinet shall impede your view!”

Murmurs ramp through the crowd. Necks crane for a better look when he ascends the stepladder and carefully, without use of his arms, climbs into the crate. The musicians prepare by lifting their instruments. Charles keeps standing to make a show of worried concentration, then nods in my direction.

He’s ready.

Am I?

“Ladies,” I say, “and gentlemen…please join me…in a countdown.” Charles’s eyes light on me. In them sits a glimmer, an offer of assurance, a presumption of trust.

And I realize…

It’s not too late.

I can whisper to the stagehands, quashing our arrangement. The extra dollars I slipped them are hardly refundable, but that alone isn’t cause to go forward, to put myself on vulnerable display, to compound the risks. In an industry fraught with competition for bookings and crowds, rumors of a flop can spread faster than a wired message.

“Ten!” An impatient patron initiates the count. “Nine…” As the rest of the room follows, my admonishment of Charles circles back. On the verge now of a similarly secretive plot, I note my hypocrisy.

“Seven…six…”

But this isn’t the same, I counter. Comparatively my changes are minor. Plus, there’s no booze involved, no lives jeopardized.

“Four…”