Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Marriage between them seemed a given, until the September he and I crossed paths two years after graduation.
On that muggy morning, I was working at a locksmith shop for close to full wages—a respectable feat for anyone at the time, much less a girl—when he entered wearing a smart brown suit and brimmed hat. His briefcase, suffering a jammed lock, was easy as pie to fix, though my efforts did slow once I casually asked about Nina.
“Actually,” he said, “we broke up. Back in May.”
“Oh gosh. I hadn’t heard. I’m so sorry.”
“We just…realized we wanted different things.”
I nodded, extending a sympathetic look, my best effort at least.
“At any rate,” he said after a pause. “I guess you were the right person.”
It took me a second to respond. “Pardon?”
“For the lock.” He motioned toward the counter between us, where I’d finished repairing his briefcase without thinking.
“Right. Yes. The lock.” I avoided his gaze, feeling my cheeks flush, and slid the case toward him.
He smiled before testing it. “I’m impressed. You’re really keen at this.” For a skill deemed unladylike, the comment was refreshing. “Let me guess. Training for all those future stage tours.”
I was touched that he linked the two, and without a trace of mockery. Then again, as a kid, he did attend a good number of my shows, which dwindled only as Arie became busier with his studies at Calvin College. Supported by an on-campus job and an academic scholarship through a factory connection, he would earn his degree the coming June. I was dizzy to have ever doubted him.
Anyhow.
“Houdini actually mastered locks,” I replied, “by working at a shop like this. That’s where I got the idea for my earlier jobs too.”
“Oh? Such as?” Hendrik set his elbow on the counter, leaning a smidge closer, in no hurry at all.
As I plundered my recollections, I worried I’d absorbed the shop’s grease-metallic scent and wished the space weren’t so stuffy. “I worked for a carpenter first. He hired me only for sweeping and inventory but said I could learn more from being quiet and watching. Of course, I peppered him with so many questions he finally gave in and let me assist with the woodwork. I…suppose I wasn’t very good at the quiet part.”
“You don’t say.” Hendrik’s grin made me smile. “And then what?”
“And then”—I hesitated, uncertain how he’d react—“there was my job with a spiritualist.”
His hazel eyes went big, but in a captivated way.
“Mostly I helped with her séances—which I know sounds absurd. But it was really quite something. She’d pass along loving messages from her patrons, things they regretted not saying. I swear, you could see their grief practically melt right off.”