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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Marriage between them seemed a given, until the September he and I crossed paths two years after graduation.

On that muggy morning, I was working at a locksmith shop for close to full wages—a respectable feat for anyone at the time, much less a girl—when he entered wearing a smart brown suit and brimmed hat. His briefcase, suffering a jammed lock, was easy as pie to fix, though my efforts did slow once I casually asked about Nina.

“Actually,” he said, “we broke up. Back in May.”

“Oh gosh. I hadn’t heard. I’m so sorry.”

“We just…realized we wanted different things.”

I nodded, extending a sympathetic look, my best effort at least.

“At any rate,” he said after a pause. “I guess you were the right person.”

It took me a second to respond. “Pardon?”

“For the lock.” He motioned toward the counter between us, where I’d finished repairing his briefcase without thinking.

“Right. Yes. The lock.” I avoided his gaze, feeling my cheeks flush, and slid the case toward him.

He smiled before testing it. “I’m impressed. You’re really keen at this.” For a skill deemed unladylike, the comment was refreshing. “Let me guess. Training for all those future stage tours.”

I was touched that he linked the two, and without a trace of mockery. Then again, as a kid, he did attend a good number of my shows, which dwindled only as Arie became busier with his studies at Calvin College. Supported by an on-campus job and an academic scholarship through a factory connection, he would earn his degree the coming June. I was dizzy to have ever doubted him.

Anyhow.

“Houdini actually mastered locks,” I replied, “by working at a shop like this. That’s where I got the idea for my earlier jobs too.”

“Oh? Such as?” Hendrik set his elbow on the counter, leaning a smidge closer, in no hurry at all.

As I plundered my recollections, I worried I’d absorbed the shop’s grease-metallic scent and wished the space weren’t so stuffy. “I worked for a carpenter first. He hired me only for sweeping and inventory but said I could learn more from being quiet and watching. Of course, I peppered him with so many questions he finally gave in and let me assist with the woodwork. I…suppose I wasn’t very good at the quiet part.”

“You don’t say.” Hendrik’s grin made me smile. “And then what?”

“And then”—I hesitated, uncertain how he’d react—“there was my job with a spiritualist.”

His hazel eyes went big, but in a captivated way.

“Mostly I helped with her séances—which I know sounds absurd. But it was really quite something. She’d pass along loving messages from her patrons, things they regretted not saying. I swear, you could see their grief practically melt right off.”