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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I remained there, astounded. When she climbed quietly into her bed, it was clear she was letting me go. But why? In an odd way, I suppose through my assault of her, I could have earned her respect. That or she’d come to believe that her life here would be better off without me. Whichever her motive, we’d both be facing a less preferable scenario if I didn’t get going.

I continued through the hall and down the stairs, extra leery around corners. In the dimness of the kitchen, I changed into my pink-petaled dress. The fit was now entirely snug, the length well above the knee, but it would have to do. Faded overalls in the city would read like a billboard: POOR ORPHAN ON THE LAM

After tugging on my winter stockings, I added my boots and coat. My train and watch were already in my pockets, and my stash of funds left after Papa’s burial—three dollars and some change—were still secured behind the coat’s lining. A clever trick from Papa.

Apparently he’d had some magic skills too.

Parked by the door were four laundry carts. From the one least filled, I pulled out a sack and emptied it. Then I shoved the sheets and my valise deep into the mound. With the cart reconfigured to make space, I climbed inside and stepped into the bag.

I reviewed my reasoning—how the top would stay untied and open, how the sack was just like a blanket sewn at the bottom. Yet as I raised the canvas up around me, I was struck by the reality of being enshrouded. Was there another option?

Think, think!

I could always hide under the bag instead of inside it. Absolutely, that could work.

Lowering in the cart, I pulled the sack over me and curled on my side. For more cover, I wriggled into the sheets and felt a seam of my dress give out. My fingers located the small gap along my ribs. An issue for later. Keeping a partial view of the ceiling, I waited.

What might have been an hour seemed a decade. Sweat seeped from my pores, dampening my dress. I was tempted to remove my coat, but it was too late for that much movement. I simply rolled the wheels of my train tucked in my pocket.

Forward, back. Forward, back.

Through the window, dawn lightened the room so gradually I almost didn’t notice. I fought to keep my thoughts blank, clear of the punishment I’d endure if caught, of the possibility that Ingrid could speak up and play the hero—

A noise trampled the rest. Clacking heels entered the room, muffled by the instant thumping of my heart. Keys jangled. A lock clicked and hinges squeaked, a door being opened. There was clinking and scraping. The milkman’s crate of large bottles was being dragged in. The door closed with another squeak.