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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

This hour was my best shot. Aside from restless infants upstairs and any staff tending to them, the whole place would be asleep. If I went now, I could hide in place before the cooks and truck rolled in.

Upon my cot, I slowly rose until a crinkling sounded. My parchment liner. I should have removed it in preparation. Moving in smaller increments, I listened for breaks in my roommates’ breathing.

Finally on my feet, I covered Poppy’s old pillow and my own with a blanket to craft a sleeping body. Then kneeling on the cold tiles, I retrieved my packed valise. With Ingrid’s shoes in hand, I mouthed goodbye to my slumbering roommates—though none were as precious as Poppy, most were accepting and kind—and off I crept toward the kitchen, where the laundry carts awaited pickup.

But first I’d reclaim what was mine.

At the last door in the hall, I set down my travel bag. The girls in the low-lit room outnumbered mine by more than double. A savvier escaper might have bypassed the errand, judging it a foolhardy risk despite the boots’ connection to my father.

They never knew Papa.

I tiptoed, hunched over—as if a stoop somehow muted my movements. Nearly at the targeted cot, the eighth one in, I noticed a girl missing:

Ingrid.

A frenetic glance around confirmed she was gone.

Was she escaping too? A doubtful coincidence. Probably just off to the bathroom and returning shortly.

In a cautious hurry, I swapped my black boots for her brown ones and padded back out. I could have taken both, but leaving her shoeless might draw her to my cot. And I’d rather the credit for discovering my absence go to anyone other than her.

As it turned out, that hope, for all its pettiness, was decimated by a feathery sound.

A breath.

Bent over my bag, clutching its wooden handles, I raised my head to find Ingrid.

She looked different in the shadows, disarmed in a way, dressed in a nightgown with hair frizzed and unbraided. But I knew better than to trust appearances. She of all people had taught me that.

I thought to spout an excuse, that I’d gotten up to use the toilet, same as her. Yet her eyes tightened at the items I held—my valise and boots—before her gaze slid past me, aimed at the staff’s quarters. Here was her chance to exact revenge. Another horrifying day of me locked in the cellar, maybe more, was a surety.

My gut churned. Any plea seemed futile, our history considered, but I had to try. I opened my mouth to speak just as her chin rose, a quick lift. A nod? With no other indication, she walked right by and entered her room.