Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
This hour was my best shot. Aside from restless infants upstairs and any staff tending to them, the whole place would be asleep. If I went now, I could hide in place before the cooks and truck rolled in.
Upon my cot, I slowly rose until a crinkling sounded. My parchment liner. I should have removed it in preparation. Moving in smaller increments, I listened for breaks in my roommates’ breathing.
Finally on my feet, I covered Poppy’s old pillow and my own with a blanket to craft a sleeping body. Then kneeling on the cold tiles, I retrieved my packed valise. With Ingrid’s shoes in hand, I mouthed goodbye to my slumbering roommates—though none were as precious as Poppy, most were accepting and kind—and off I crept toward the kitchen, where the laundry carts awaited pickup.
But first I’d reclaim what was mine.
At the last door in the hall, I set down my travel bag. The girls in the low-lit room outnumbered mine by more than double. A savvier escaper might have bypassed the errand, judging it a foolhardy risk despite the boots’ connection to my father.
They never knew Papa.
I tiptoed, hunched over—as if a stoop somehow muted my movements. Nearly at the targeted cot, the eighth one in, I noticed a girl missing:
Ingrid.
A frenetic glance around confirmed she was gone.
Was she escaping too? A doubtful coincidence. Probably just off to the bathroom and returning shortly.
In a cautious hurry, I swapped my black boots for her brown ones and padded back out. I could have taken both, but leaving her shoeless might draw her to my cot. And I’d rather the credit for discovering my absence go to anyone other than her.
As it turned out, that hope, for all its pettiness, was decimated by a feathery sound.
A breath.
Bent over my bag, clutching its wooden handles, I raised my head to find Ingrid.
She looked different in the shadows, disarmed in a way, dressed in a nightgown with hair frizzed and unbraided. But I knew better than to trust appearances. She of all people had taught me that.
I thought to spout an excuse, that I’d gotten up to use the toilet, same as her. Yet her eyes tightened at the items I held—my valise and boots—before her gaze slid past me, aimed at the staff’s quarters. Here was her chance to exact revenge. Another horrifying day of me locked in the cellar, maybe more, was a surety.
My gut churned. Any plea seemed futile, our history considered, but I had to try. I opened my mouth to speak just as her chin rose, a quick lift. A nod? With no other indication, she walked right by and entered her room.