Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
“I believe that will do for now. We shall contact you should we require anything further.”
“Once more,” Crockatt inserts, “we are very grateful for your service, Miss Vos.” Then solemnly: “And may we add our condolences on the loss of your friend, Lieutenant Jansen.”
There it is. While yet again I’m vexed by the offering, particularly from anyone who might have sought this very outcome, it at least serves as a segue. I open my mouth with the question I’m most intent on voicing, only to have it stall midroute. Amid the awkward pause, I nudge my other concerns to the forefront.
“Regarding Evelien, the lieutenant’s niece… I’m greatly in need of assistance in relocating her to America.”
Crockatt maintains his caring look. “Major Hutton has brought the issue to my attention. I placed a few calls. Alas, the backlog of cases is quite extensive. If there is any progress, I shall promptly make you aware.”
I nod at the update, which Hutton in fact already relayed, and move on to one I’ve yet to uncover. “What of Gerda? Do you know if she’s okay?”
“Forgive me,” Crockatt says. “She is…?”
“The housekeeper. The woman who assisted at Ziegler’s home.” I attempt to conceal my frustration over how easily the names of such brave, vital people could be forgotten. “At each of my debriefings, I was told someone could look into what became of her. I’m confident that someday Evelien would like to know.” As would I.
The stranger at the table, silent until now, projects past the hedge of his mustache, revealing a Dutch accent. “Your inquiry was indeed passed along. I believe she was held and interrogated for several days.” I tense from what that could entail before he adds, “Our sources related that she was then freed and remains in good health.”
I sigh. “I’m terribly relieved to hear that.”
The stenographer’s pencil has gone quiet. That her notepad rests on her lap tells me I’m on the verge of being excused. Yet my pressing question fails to budge.
And so my mind seizes on another figure integral to my escape, though not free of suspicion.
“If I may ask,” I slip in quickly, “about communications that were compromised, do you know if it was…” In this moment, I find I can’t bring myself to accuse Willem; without him, I likely would have let the Nazis come for me and Evelien. “Was it the work of the Abwehr?” I say instead, German intelligence being a common and general culprit.
The British stranger’s reply is measured. “I cannot say that we have reason to believe otherwise. As you well know, we have since adjusted to protect those in our employment.”
In essence, it’s a faux answer: a mix of doublespeak and information I gave to him.