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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“I believe that will do for now. We shall contact you should we require anything further.”

“Once more,” Crockatt inserts, “we are very grateful for your service, Miss Vos.” Then solemnly: “And may we add our condolences on the loss of your friend, Lieutenant Jansen.”

There it is. While yet again I’m vexed by the offering, particularly from anyone who might have sought this very outcome, it at least serves as a segue. I open my mouth with the question I’m most intent on voicing, only to have it stall midroute. Amid the awkward pause, I nudge my other concerns to the forefront.

“Regarding Evelien, the lieutenant’s niece… I’m greatly in need of assistance in relocating her to America.”

Crockatt maintains his caring look. “Major Hutton has brought the issue to my attention. I placed a few calls. Alas, the backlog of cases is quite extensive. If there is any progress, I shall promptly make you aware.”

I nod at the update, which Hutton in fact already relayed, and move on to one I’ve yet to uncover. “What of Gerda? Do you know if she’s okay?”

“Forgive me,” Crockatt says. “She is…?”

“The housekeeper. The woman who assisted at Ziegler’s home.” I attempt to conceal my frustration over how easily the names of such brave, vital people could be forgotten. “At each of my debriefings, I was told someone could look into what became of her. I’m confident that someday Evelien would like to know.” As would I.

The stranger at the table, silent until now, projects past the hedge of his mustache, revealing a Dutch accent. “Your inquiry was indeed passed along. I believe she was held and interrogated for several days.” I tense from what that could entail before he adds, “Our sources related that she was then freed and remains in good health.”

I sigh. “I’m terribly relieved to hear that.”

The stenographer’s pencil has gone quiet. That her notepad rests on her lap tells me I’m on the verge of being excused. Yet my pressing question fails to budge.

And so my mind seizes on another figure integral to my escape, though not free of suspicion.

“If I may ask,” I slip in quickly, “about communications that were compromised, do you know if it was…” In this moment, I find I can’t bring myself to accuse Willem; without him, I likely would have let the Nazis come for me and Evelien. “Was it the work of the Abwehr?” I say instead, German intelligence being a common and general culprit.

The British stranger’s reply is measured. “I cannot say that we have reason to believe otherwise. As you well know, we have since adjusted to protect those in our employment.”

In essence, it’s a faux answer: a mix of doublespeak and information I gave to him.