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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Children are the only others in the room. I incline toward him regardless, aware he isn’t always one for abiding by rules. “Which is?”

“As a child, you were raised Catholic, were you not?”

The tidbit is one of many I shared during our sessions developing gadgets, yet I’m unsure how it relates. “In my early years. Why do you ask?”

“Perhaps a sponsorship through the church would be more attainable. I understand the priests are being quite helpful in this respect.”

I sink back in my seat. I suppose I was hoping for a bolder tactic than letter writing and waiting and hoping for who knows how many months ahead.

He adds, “Is there a personal contact you might be able to call upon?”

A single name returns with little effort. “Father Lawrence. In Eden Springs. I haven’t the faintest clue, however, if he’s still there.”

“What of the girl’s grandparents? Could they not assist in locating him?”

I mentally repel the suggestion. Contacting the Jansens would require my informing them of Thea and—if a military telegram hasn’t yet been issued—of Arie too, all while bound by the Official Secrets Act. Classified or not, what words could I possibly put on paper that wouldn’t destroy me, let alone them? Though I know the couple to be strong, how do any parents bear such a loss?

“Maybe.” A placation. “I’ll give it some thought.”

Hutton’s brow pinches in doubt, just as soon falling away at a sight behind me. “Ah. There is Private Walsh for you.”

I twist to find Lenora entering the pub, having volunteered as my driver today. It’s our first encounter since my trip. Her head must be full of questions.

She smiles but with slight formality. “Good afternoon, Major. Miss Vos.”

We greet her in kind, and Hutton crushes out his cigarette. “Righto. I should take my leave.” As we rise, he extends me a rueful gaze. “Best of luck, my dear.”

He knows I’ll be asked yet again to regurgitate details I’d rather forget, except that this time, I have queries of my own.

Turning to leave, he stresses to Lenora, “Drive safely, now, Private.”

“Indeed, sir, I will.” Belying her geniality appears a desire to tack on I always do through clenched teeth.

A mere week ago, the exchange might have drawn my laughter. But that too has evaporated from my internal well.

Lenora waits until Hutton is out the door before shifting to a mode of friendship, one fortified by a secret. “Oh, I’ve been so relieved you’re safe.” She embraces me, a welcome gesture until she asks quietly, “Your friend… Did you find him? Is he all right?”

I edge out the same meager answer I gave to Hutton. “He’s gone.”

When I add nothing more, her expression drops. “Fenna, no. I’m ever so sorry.”