Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
On the floor near the hearth, the girls unload game pieces from a box: Snakes and Ladders, one of the many types of products I’ve rigged with gadgets I no longer design. Even if asked to stay on with MI9, I have no interest. My lone focus lies in bringing Evelien to the States, far removed from the realities of war. But I’m finding that once again, her required papers are difficult to procure.
I’m about to resume the topic with Hutton when one of the girls, the manager’s daughter, approaches Evelien with ribbon-bound hair and a lilting British tone.
“Would you like to play with us?”
Predictably, Evelien’s eyes invite my response.
“You may if you’d like,” I say. “We have a little time yet.”
She assumes a pleasant expression though follows the girl timidly toward the game. Her trust in me would be endearing if I didn’t feel like an imposter, inadequate and unprepared.
My face must broadcast the thought, given Hutton’s compassionate look toward me, similar if less grave than his reaction to my news of Arie, which I outlined in the sparsest of terms.
“I daresay,” he offers, “you are doing quite a wonderful job of mothering the girl.”
“But I’m not her mother.” I mean that with no distaste, merely to honor Thea. “I haven’t the slightest inkling what I’m doing.”
He chuckles a bit. “Spoken like a genuine parent. Even an army general, for that matter.” He jabs his cigarette in the air for emphasis. “If two wars have taught me a thing, it is that an embarrassingly large portion of military strategy is conjured as one goes along.”
I smile only because it seems a natural response.
Then he sips from his teacup and takes another drag. Emitting his typical restive energy, minus the franticness and paranoia that led to his breaking point, he’s again agreed to help. And I’m immensely thankful. Particularly after he confirmed with deep sincerity what I had hoped: that he knew nothing of the brass’s duplicity involving my assignment to lure Arie out.
This is presuming, mind you, that Lenora correctly assessed Crockatt’s discussion. To learn the truth, I could broach the matter personally, but not without compromising Lenora’s position. Besides, what response would I get other than a denial? And either way, what would any answer change?
“So at the embassy,” I say, circling back to the subject of Evelien, “is there anyone else you might have luck with?”
Hutton sighs, releasing a puff of smoke. “Although naturally I would be delighted to try, I suspect we won’t fare any better. At least for a time.” Before I can prod further, he leans forward to continue, either covertly or eager. “I have, rather, been tickled by an alternative idea.”