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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

On the floor near the hearth, the girls unload game pieces from a box: Snakes and Ladders, one of the many types of products I’ve rigged with gadgets I no longer design. Even if asked to stay on with MI9, I have no interest. My lone focus lies in bringing Evelien to the States, far removed from the realities of war. But I’m finding that once again, her required papers are difficult to procure.

I’m about to resume the topic with Hutton when one of the girls, the manager’s daughter, approaches Evelien with ribbon-bound hair and a lilting British tone.

“Would you like to play with us?”

Predictably, Evelien’s eyes invite my response.

“You may if you’d like,” I say. “We have a little time yet.”

She assumes a pleasant expression though follows the girl timidly toward the game. Her trust in me would be endearing if I didn’t feel like an imposter, inadequate and unprepared.

My face must broadcast the thought, given Hutton’s compassionate look toward me, similar if less grave than his reaction to my news of Arie, which I outlined in the sparsest of terms.

“I daresay,” he offers, “you are doing quite a wonderful job of mothering the girl.”

“But I’m not her mother.” I mean that with no distaste, merely to honor Thea. “I haven’t the slightest inkling what I’m doing.”

He chuckles a bit. “Spoken like a genuine parent. Even an army general, for that matter.” He jabs his cigarette in the air for emphasis. “If two wars have taught me a thing, it is that an embarrassingly large portion of military strategy is conjured as one goes along.”

I smile only because it seems a natural response.

Then he sips from his teacup and takes another drag. Emitting his typical restive energy, minus the franticness and paranoia that led to his breaking point, he’s again agreed to help. And I’m immensely thankful. Particularly after he confirmed with deep sincerity what I had hoped: that he knew nothing of the brass’s duplicity involving my assignment to lure Arie out.

This is presuming, mind you, that Lenora correctly assessed Crockatt’s discussion. To learn the truth, I could broach the matter personally, but not without compromising Lenora’s position. Besides, what response would I get other than a denial? And either way, what would any answer change?

“So at the embassy,” I say, circling back to the subject of Evelien, “is there anyone else you might have luck with?”

Hutton sighs, releasing a puff of smoke. “Although naturally I would be delighted to try, I suspect we won’t fare any better. At least for a time.” Before I can prod further, he leans forward to continue, either covertly or eager. “I have, rather, been tickled by an alternative idea.”