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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

He stifles a groan as he struggles to slide the window open. “Help me, will you?”

I do, though I hesitate at the contortion of his features from the pain he’s attempting to suppress. When he reaches for the supplies, I pull them to my chest. “No, wait.”

“For what?”

“Arie, you’re in no shape for this.”

He clenches his jaw, impatient. “Hand them over once I’m in.” Without letting me respond, he glances between the drapes, then tries to climb in with one hand. Almost immediately, his body contracts, rendering him breathless.

I cradle his face and angle it toward me. “Please, Arie, just think. I know what to do. And it will be faster if I go, and safer. We’re a team now. You need to trust me. I can get her.”

His reluctance remains, but his determination is wavering, pride yielding. I detect in his eyes that he finds sense in what I’ve said and, more than ever, that I have his trust. “I’ll watch for the guard,” he submits. A small relief.

As he moves out of the way, I stuff the supplies into my coat pockets and strive to level my nerves. I take my own peek and, by the slant of light I’m letting in, confirm the vacancy of a library. Five minutes. This will all take five minutes.

Pushing past the blackout drapes, I climb through the window and barely miss a wheeled cart. A collision with its decanters would have been disastrous.

I inhale a breath, and with it the scent of leatherbound books from the expanse of shelves. In the corner, a large globe hulks between two wingback chairs, huddled together like ancient scholars.

“Fen.”

I spin toward the curtains, held open by Arie.

“Quick but quiet.”

I nod, and he lets the drapes close. Vision adjusting, I cross the wooden floor and pad over an area rug to reach the door. I grip the ornate knob. At its squeak, I bristle.

And listen.

No consequential sound.

I resume my task, half an inch at a time, and open the door a smidge. Illumination from a distant room gives me pause. But again no noise. No indication of a worrisome presence.

Out of the library, I tiptoe through the hall. A trace of sweetness floats in the air. A recently baked pastry. It’s a luxury denied most people and a reason to despise the Nazis even more, if that’s possible.

French doors ajar on my left suggest a darkened ballroom. Following the diagram in my mind, I continue into the foyer. Blacked-out windows flank the front door, a mere slab of wood separating me from the guard. I push away the thought and turn for the lavish staircase set off from the parlor, in which a dimly lit chandelier highlights the room’s finery.