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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Nel’s cousin whips toward me and Nel. “Get down.” I can scarcely react before he booms toward Arie: “Run! Now!”

An eruption of firing obliterates the quiet. I drop to the ground and crouch with Nel. Our arms cover each other, a reciprocal shield. The bullets blast in both directions—pop-pop-pop—echoing like firecrackers prior to the war. I feel Nel trembling; maybe it’s me. Surely it’s both.

At the sound of shattering glass—a window nearby—I hug her closer, eyes down, breath held. I vaguely remember Arie too has a gun, just as the popping falls away.

In the silence, the shots resonate in my bones and reverberate in my ears.

“We go,” the cousin orders and helps Nel to stand. She sends me a glance over her shoulder as he spirits her away, leaving me here alone.

Where is Arie?

My insides clench, wrested by panic. I scuttle to my feet. Stepping toward the corner, I run into a towering form. I gasp, expecting a guard.

But it’s Arie.

Past him, halfway to the hospital, the soldiers are sprawled on the ground, either killed or wounded. Arie’s hat sits solemnly, abandoned.

I throw my arms around his neck, propelled by relief. He retracts, for good reason. “We gotta go.”

He’s right. The gunfire alone is surely drawing German troops.

We turn for our planned path, and again I remember: “Your bag.” I reverse and snag it, then charge forward while scanning the streets and windows. As he clutches his pistol tight to his body, I listen for yelling, for shooting, for sirens. A scattering of civilians, on bicycle and foot, are fleeing the area. Soon I spot a staircase.

“Down by the canal.” I point. “We could stay off the road a ways.”

Arie quickly deliberates through an exhale and nods.

When we reach the steps, finding no one below, I take the lead toward the boatless water. At the bottom of the stairs, I realize he’s lagging, almost stopped. What does he see?

My gaze sweeps the canal, the bridges and walkways. “What is it?” I whisper to him, and that’s when I notice.

He’s leaning on a rail, struggling to descend. I hurry to his other side and assist him down. “What’s wrong? Are you hurt?”

He doesn’t answer through the last of the steps.

“Is it your leg? Your foot?”

From my hold on his upper arm, my fingers are warm and damp. I stop at the base of the stairs, registering the red smears on my hands. “Arie, you—your arm. You’ve been shot.”

“It’s just a graze. We’ve got to keep going.” He tries to move past me.

“Arie—”

“I’m fine. We need to get to Ziegler’s. When word of Nel reaches him, we’ll never get Evelien out.”