Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
In my rush, I neglect to identify a crucial factor: the pint glass in Costello’s path. Seemingly in slow motion, the toppled beer spills an unhurried wave that spreads over the table, splashing the chessboard, drowning the cards.
It takes but an instant for me to grasp the situation, the disaster about to unfold.
Instinctively I lunge for the cards, but Costello holds me off, insisting all is fine. As an amends, surely more for his comrades than on my account, he swipes a linen napkin from the table and proceeds to dry off the casualties.
Trepidation mounts in my chest, not only from a vision of the cards peeling at the corners—revealing their markings of cities and towns, rivers and borders—but from the weight of a stare. Out of the corner of my eye, I catch the captain tilting his head, studying me as if I’ve struck as familiar, but from where?
I angle my face away, as much as I can without increasing suspicion.
Amid the quiet, flames crackle in the hearth. The rising heat permeates my skin, sending fine beads of perspiration from my pores.
At last Costello hands over the cards, and I smile, genuinely grateful, until I recall Orpo, who may very well demand I finish the trick. I turn to him, gripping the rigged deck, not knowing how it—or I—will survive another act.
“If it’s all right with you, sir, with their being damp and, well, harder to maneuver—”
He huffs in annoyance. His decision could go either way. He could order a couple more tricks. Five. Ten. Not that the cards could last that long.
After an excruciating pause, he shoos me off in a pestered manner. “Go.”
I fight the impulse to dash for the exit. With a quick bid of good night, still dodging the captain’s gaze, I turn to leave as the men engage in their own conversation, my presence already discarded.
“Halt.” The word, projected in my direction, pulls me to a standstill. I stare at the door an arm’s length away, rooted by dread. Behind me come the sounds of a limping approach.
The captain remembers me.
Granted, any related details could be vague. And besides, I tell myself, there’s nothing to connect me directly with the agents.
Unless any of them lived, that is, and confessed.
I need to keep calm, steady. Arranging an impassive face, I force myself to pivot back. I gauge his eyes for an awareness, but they give away nothing as he continues closer, one boot brushing the floor in small sweeps. Drops of sweat grow along my hairline. One of them slides slowly along my temple. I fight an urge to wipe it.