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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“Which is just fine, though, naturally.” Scrambling for a mollifier, I glimpse a plausible prop amid my scattered clothes. “After all, I still have my playing cards for other tricks. As you can see there.” I gesture, redirecting focus to my boxed sample deck—the map-embedded version. Thanks to Hutton’s long-held insistence that a map is an evader’s most valuable tool, I tossed it in as a backup and suddenly couldn’t be more thankful.

“A performer,” the officer scoffs. “Of card tricks. You?”

A measly girl, he means.

“Actually, I’ve always possessed quite a knack for them.”

His eyes narrow to slits, and I recognize that the mocking I’d endured since girlhood has ruffled my defenses, an inane reflex.

Dirk intercedes, emphatic and chipper. “It is quite true, sir. The tricks she does are astounding. Isn’t that right, darling?”

Klara responds with a touch of a stammer. “Yes…yes, that’s right. While playing bridge in the evenings, she often performs for us. Truly she’s…astounding!”

Their zealousness only adds to the officer’s disbelief. He addresses me with a sneer. “Show me, then, if you are—as they claim—so astounding.”

The couple trades quick, troubled looks; their repayment of my help has put all our lives in jeopardy.

But strictly if I’m proven a liar.

“Happily,” I reply. I walk over to retrieve the deck, wishing I could tell them there’s no reason for fretting. Although, my own confidence teeters when I slide out the cards and comprehend my challenge.

At the nightstand, I shuffle a full three times, to stall again, to think. Not only has it been several years since I specialized in close-up sleights of hand, it’s been even longer since I’ve performed with cards not meant for magic. Marked Bicycle decks, Svengalis—these were central to my dime-museum tricks. And soon after, on our tour, Charles took over even those parts in our show.

Speeding through the dusty files of my mind, I hunt for a trick that requires no setup. I happen across one yet temper my joy. I still have to pull it off, and the technique poses more risk than I prefer.

To bar any quivering from my hands, I envision the Sugar Plum Fairy, my old preshow tactic to infuse grace and calm into my movements. With a measured flourish, I fan the deck facedown and extend it toward the officer. “Pick any card of your choice, sir. Then memorize it, and privately show others if you would like.”

He hands my compact back to the tall policeman. Curiosity encroaching on his skepticism, the officer does as I say, though shows no one. I square up the remaining cards.