Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
“Which is just fine, though, naturally.” Scrambling for a mollifier, I glimpse a plausible prop amid my scattered clothes. “After all, I still have my playing cards for other tricks. As you can see there.” I gesture, redirecting focus to my boxed sample deck—the map-embedded version. Thanks to Hutton’s long-held insistence that a map is an evader’s most valuable tool, I tossed it in as a backup and suddenly couldn’t be more thankful.
“A performer,” the officer scoffs. “Of card tricks. You?”
A measly girl, he means.
“Actually, I’ve always possessed quite a knack for them.”
His eyes narrow to slits, and I recognize that the mocking I’d endured since girlhood has ruffled my defenses, an inane reflex.
Dirk intercedes, emphatic and chipper. “It is quite true, sir. The tricks she does are astounding. Isn’t that right, darling?”
Klara responds with a touch of a stammer. “Yes…yes, that’s right. While playing bridge in the evenings, she often performs for us. Truly she’s…astounding!”
Their zealousness only adds to the officer’s disbelief. He addresses me with a sneer. “Show me, then, if you are—as they claim—so astounding.”
The couple trades quick, troubled looks; their repayment of my help has put all our lives in jeopardy.
But strictly if I’m proven a liar.
“Happily,” I reply. I walk over to retrieve the deck, wishing I could tell them there’s no reason for fretting. Although, my own confidence teeters when I slide out the cards and comprehend my challenge.
At the nightstand, I shuffle a full three times, to stall again, to think. Not only has it been several years since I specialized in close-up sleights of hand, it’s been even longer since I’ve performed with cards not meant for magic. Marked Bicycle decks, Svengalis—these were central to my dime-museum tricks. And soon after, on our tour, Charles took over even those parts in our show.
Speeding through the dusty files of my mind, I hunt for a trick that requires no setup. I happen across one yet temper my joy. I still have to pull it off, and the technique poses more risk than I prefer.
To bar any quivering from my hands, I envision the Sugar Plum Fairy, my old preshow tactic to infuse grace and calm into my movements. With a measured flourish, I fan the deck facedown and extend it toward the officer. “Pick any card of your choice, sir. Then memorize it, and privately show others if you would like.”
He hands my compact back to the tall policeman. Curiosity encroaching on his skepticism, the officer does as I say, though shows no one. I square up the remaining cards.