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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Whatever the reason, I interject regardless of all I stand to lose.

“Sir, you are positively right.”

The faces of all three turn to me. The couple’s eyes seem to ask: What in God’s name are you saying?

“He is indeed a special worker,” I clarify, “being a skilled mechanic who keeps trucks moving for the Führer.” The static tension in the air implores I go further. “As such, even high-ranking SS officers in the area view him as indispensable.”

The man shifts back to Dirk. Dry lips curling, he issues a cynical once-over. “Indispensable, they say?” He’s awaiting a firsthand response. Dirk has mentioned compliments by service members whose rankings I’m unsure of, but he appears to comprehend that to agree or disagree would be taken as equally wrong.

“Sir, I simply do my best.”

The officer’s gaze lingers, then slings back to me. “Who?”

My mind stumbles. “Pardon me, sir?”

He overenunciates, sharpening each syllable. “To which high-ranking SS officers are you referring?”

The fear inside me is no longer just scaling but clawing, particularly as the two other policemen move on to pillage my room.

The officer presses, “I trust you have specific knowledge to make such a statement.”

The detriment of not having an answer is as clear as his skepticism, even as I hear my furnishings being ransacked and my satchel shaken empty.

I push out the sole name in my arsenal, my mouth dry as dust. “Sturmbannführer Ziegler, sir. For one.” Of course, how would I, a Dutch civilian and lowly woman, possibly know this? “From what his wife has shared,” I add, “at a recent ladies’ breakfast.”

The effect on the officer is slight but immediate. His scowl retracts with a twitch.

I could leave it at that, though better to give him a prideful way out. “This appears, sir, to be a simple, well-intended misunderstanding. I only wish that my friend here can one day make his mechanical skills just as useful to you.”

He’s assessing me, my bearing, my alleged connections.

In my periphery, hope seeps into the couple’s faces still bent with confusion, now for a different reason.

At last, wordlessly, the officer hastily returns our documents. Dirk won’t be transferred, it seems. A relief.

But then a policeman yells from my room, a German phrase I don’t catch. The officer stares at me for a beat, my ID barely in my skirt pocket. Then he motions his head toward my door. “In. All of you.”

Sweat prickles my scalp over what might have been said, what was found. Knowing nothing yet, I feign mild intrigue before complying with heavy feet. Klara and Dirk trail virtually on my heels. I don’t dare meet their questioning eyes.

Another gunshot blasts, distantly. My hands ball up.