Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Whatever the reason, I interject regardless of all I stand to lose.
“Sir, you are positively right.”
The faces of all three turn to me. The couple’s eyes seem to ask: What in God’s name are you saying?
“He is indeed a special worker,” I clarify, “being a skilled mechanic who keeps trucks moving for the Führer.” The static tension in the air implores I go further. “As such, even high-ranking SS officers in the area view him as indispensable.”
The man shifts back to Dirk. Dry lips curling, he issues a cynical once-over. “Indispensable, they say?” He’s awaiting a firsthand response. Dirk has mentioned compliments by service members whose rankings I’m unsure of, but he appears to comprehend that to agree or disagree would be taken as equally wrong.
“Sir, I simply do my best.”
The officer’s gaze lingers, then slings back to me. “Who?”
My mind stumbles. “Pardon me, sir?”
He overenunciates, sharpening each syllable. “To which high-ranking SS officers are you referring?”
The fear inside me is no longer just scaling but clawing, particularly as the two other policemen move on to pillage my room.
The officer presses, “I trust you have specific knowledge to make such a statement.”
The detriment of not having an answer is as clear as his skepticism, even as I hear my furnishings being ransacked and my satchel shaken empty.
I push out the sole name in my arsenal, my mouth dry as dust. “Sturmbannführer Ziegler, sir. For one.” Of course, how would I, a Dutch civilian and lowly woman, possibly know this? “From what his wife has shared,” I add, “at a recent ladies’ breakfast.”
The effect on the officer is slight but immediate. His scowl retracts with a twitch.
I could leave it at that, though better to give him a prideful way out. “This appears, sir, to be a simple, well-intended misunderstanding. I only wish that my friend here can one day make his mechanical skills just as useful to you.”
He’s assessing me, my bearing, my alleged connections.
In my periphery, hope seeps into the couple’s faces still bent with confusion, now for a different reason.
At last, wordlessly, the officer hastily returns our documents. Dirk won’t be transferred, it seems. A relief.
But then a policeman yells from my room, a German phrase I don’t catch. The officer stares at me for a beat, my ID barely in my skirt pocket. Then he motions his head toward my door. “In. All of you.”
Sweat prickles my scalp over what might have been said, what was found. Knowing nothing yet, I feign mild intrigue before complying with heavy feet. Klara and Dirk trail virtually on my heels. I don’t dare meet their questioning eyes.
Another gunshot blasts, distantly. My hands ball up.