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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

He lifts a shoulder as if unsure but then shakes his head, the combination amounting to a soft no. A reason for relief if not for his pensive air. Most likely he’s reflecting on the events that had followed. I fight an instinct to reach for him, given his rejection of my last attempt.

“And you believe him?”

Arie glances down briefly. As if irked by his own judgment, he supplies a low but definitive “Yeah.”

I smile, encouraged. “That’s good, then.” I venture to press. “So he’ll help us?”

Another shrug. “Your idea with a crate, he says it won’t work.”

Bewilderment tempers my indignance. I almost laugh. “I’ve used the trick onstage a hundred times. Did you share—”

He shushes me, alerting me of my growing volume. I lower it: “Direct me his way, and I’ll gladly explain it myself.”

Arie sighs and replaces his hat. “I warned him as much.”

With that, he turns and leads me through a labyrinth to reach the base of an open staircase. “Got workers in view. Keep your head down,” he says, then continues up the single flight toward what appears to be an office overhead.

From a quick survey, I trace the hammering to a couple fellows down below, assembling crates of various shapes. Near them, white sheets drape a chest-high statue—evident from an exposed hand made of stone—and sizable framed paintings lean against a wall. When one of the hunched workers stands to stretch, I heed Arie’s warning, angling my face away until we enter through the door on the landing. There, he encloses us in the room with a lean suited gentleman. In his midforties and parked at his desk, he’s staring off toward the shuttered windows that overlook the warehouse.

“Meneer Brouwer?” I prod.

He twists toward us and rises. Eyes woeful between his slicked chestnut hair and a handlebar mustache, he greets me in Dutch. “I am so sorry, miss, about your family. I dreaded that would happen, but still I was hopeful…” Clearly Arie has updated him, with an overview at least.

“Thank you,” I say, though tentative; I’m not the one owed an apology. I regard Arie, who nods in my direction, indicating Brouwer’s words aren’t new to his ears.

“I beg of you not to blame my mother,” the man continues. “The pressure had simply taken a toll. Our house was searched twice already, and she was struggling to eat and sleep.” His insistence borders on a plea. “I was here at work when our neighbor’s home was raided. Caught harboring Jews, they were marched into the street and—” He stops, the rest better left unsaid. “She was told there would be leniency, for any Jews also, if the surrender was voluntary. I was utterly heartsick when I learned—”