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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Swear to me, Arie said before heading in. If you don’t see me in twenty minutes, you’re gonna scram. Not a second past. I need you to swear it. The sternness in his eyes befitted the risks he was about to take. Mind you, those risks shouldn’t be his alone. We’d come here because of me; regardless, on this condition, he wouldn’t budge. Thus, I agreed.

Now, by the hands of my watch, only seven minutes remain, and I’m still waiting for his signal.

This morning, though begrudgingly, he booked an appointment with Mr. Brouwer. Half past two was the earliest available. To ensure a private meeting, Arie claimed to be a “potential client with sensitive matters.” Then he packed his pistol, stolen from a public bathhouse frequented by Nazi officers, I’d learned. And now I can’t shake a vision of it pressed to Brouwer’s skull, a coercive tactic if met by a refusal.

I recall the feel of that muzzle myself. Just two nights ago, before Arie knew it was me trailing him from the hospital, he’d threatened my life in similar fashion. He’d relented at my voice, but the question persists: How well do I really know him anymore? Our dynamic has changed. He’s changed. Hardened, understandably. But to what end?

Then again, my theory on the Brouwers could be mistaken. What if they’ve genuinely sided with the Reich? By now, the gun could well have been wrested away and aimed back at Arie, the police already summoned.

I stare at the space that divides the two buildings. He’d taken that route to reach the front entrance, and for an instant, I fear it’s the last I’ll see of him.

A rustling from behind spins me around. A rat. It’s foraging in a toppled barrel of trash. The rectangular loading area, hemmed in by a concrete wall, suddenly feels smaller.

Then comes a whistle. I turn. Arie is poking his head from a back door at Brouwer’s. With fedora in hand, he waves me over, a grand relief. Though what occurred inside?

I peek down the alleyway that leads to the street, where a motorcar rumbles past. I hurry across to reach Arie. “Well? What did he say?”

“Not out here.” The fact he ushers me through the door seems promising. As he shuts it behind us, I take in the warehouse that stretches to a high ceiling, where yellowish light bulbs shine from metal beams. Dominated by hammering, a pair of male voices echo through air that smells of cut lumber from the surrounding rows of crates. The containers range widely in size, the smaller ones pillared like toy blocks. The large ones are precisely what we’ll need.

“Gosh, these are perfect,” I exclaim quietly before noting Arie’s lack of enthusiasm. “What is it? Was I wrong about the Brouwers, about their betrayal?”